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The door-bell rang, he was admitted; I felt sure of this, for I heard
his voice addressing the portress. It was his custom to mount straight
to the nursery, taking about three degrees of the staircase at once,
and coming upon us like a cheerful surprise. Five minutes
elapsed—ten—and I saw and heard nothing of him. What could he be doing?
Possibly waiting in the corridor below. Little Georgette still piped
her plaintive wail, appealing to me by her familiar term, “Minnie,
Minnie, me very poorly!” till my heart ached. I descended to ascertain
why he did not come. The corridor was empty. Whither was he vanished?
Was he with Madame in the _salle-à-manger?_ Impossible: I had left her
but a short time since, dressing in her own chamber. I listened. Three
pupils were just then hard at work practising in three proximate
rooms—the dining-room and the greater and lesser drawing-rooms, between
which and the corridor there was but the portress’s cabinet
communicating with the salons, and intended originally for a boudoir.
Farther off, at a fourth instrument in the oratory, a whole class of a
dozen or more were taking a singing lesson, and just then joining in a
“barcarole” (I think they called it), whereof I yet remember these
words “fraîchë,” “brisë,” and “Venisë.” Under these circumstances, what
could I hear? A great deal, certainly; had it only been to the purpose.
Yes; I heard a giddy treble laugh in the above-mentioned little
cabinet, close by the door of which I stood—that door half-unclosed; a
man’s voice in a soft, deep, pleading tone, uttered some words,
whereof I only caught the adjuration, “For God’s sake!” Then, after a
second’s pause, forth issued Dr. John, his eye full shining, but not
with either joy or triumph; his fair English cheek high-coloured; a
baffled, tortured, anxious, and yet a tender meaning on his brow.
The open door served me as a screen; but had I been full in his way, I
believe he would have passed without seeing me. Some mortification,
some strong vexation had hold of his soul: or rather, to write my
impressions now as I received them at the time I should say some
sorrow, some sense of injustice. I did not so much think his pride was
hurt, as that his affections had been wounded—cruelly wounded, it
seemed to me. But who was the torturer? What being in that house had
him so much in her power? Madame I believed to be in her chamber; the
room whence he had stepped was dedicated to the portress’s sole use;
and she, Rosine Matou, an unprincipled though pretty little French
grisette, airy, fickle, dressy, vain, and mercenary—it was not, surely,
to _her_ hand he owed the ordeal through which he seemed to have
passed?
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