Frontier and pioneer life -- Indiana -- Fiction; Historical fiction
"But he SHOULD have made you his wife," he exclaimed, his sense of
fairness rising above the bitter antipathy he felt toward her.
"That was for him to decide," said she, calmly. "I respected his
feelings in the matter,--and still do. He had no right to marry me
when we went away together. He did not take me as a wife, Kenneth
Gwynne. He took me as a woman. He had a wife. Up to the day he
died he looked upon her as his wife. I was his woman. I could never
take her place. Not even after she had been in her grave for twenty
years. He never forgot her. I see the scorn in your eyes. He does
not quite deserve it, Kenneth. After all is said and done, he was
fair to me. Not one man in a thousand would have done his part so
well as he.
"I don't suppose you know what men do with their mistresses when
they begin to feel that they are through with them and there is
no legal bond to hold them. They desert them. They cast them off.
And then they turn to some honest woman and marry her. That is the
way with men. But he was not like that. I can tell what you are
about to say. It is on your lips to say that he deserted an honest
woman. Well, so he did. And therein lies the secret of his constancy
to me,--even after he had ceased to love me and the passion that
was in him died. He would never desert another woman who trusted
him. He paid too dearly in his conscience for the first offence to
be guilty of a second.
"You see I am laying bare my innermost soul to you. It hurts me to
say that through all these years he loved and honoured and revered
his wife,--and the memory of her. He was never unkind to me,--he
never spoke of her. But I knew, and he knew that I knew. He loved
you, his little boy. I, too, loved you once, Kenneth. When you were
a little shaver I adored you. But I came to hate you as the years
went by. It is needless to tell you the reason why. When it came
time for him to die he left you half of his fortune. The other
half,--and a little over,--he gave to me." Her voice faltered a
little as she added: "For good and faithful service, I suppose."
During this long speech Kenneth had succeeded in collecting his
thoughts. He had been shocked by her confession, and now he was
mentally examining the possibilities that might arise from the
aspect it bared.
First of all, Viola was not even his step-sister. He experienced a
thrill of joy over that,--notwithstanding the ugly truth that gave
her the new standing; to his simple, straightforward mind, Viola's
mother was nothing more than a prostitute. (In his thoughts he
employed another word, for he lived in a day when prostitutes were
called by another name.) Still, Viola was not to blame for that.
That could never be held against her.
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