"It's all right, old man, I've told them; they know all about it; I
think the sight of you has rather bowled them over."
Then they did speak, and the first was Jackie Tickell.
"Beaton, of course you can knock me down and jump on me if you like; I
shan't say a word if you do, but it's an absolute fact that I never
really doubted you; I knew you were a white man, although I did treat
you like a pig. You know that pool--there was a pot of money in that
pool--I haven't touched a farthing of it from that day to this,
although there have been times when I've badly wanted it, but I knew
all along that it was yours. I handed it over to the keeping of the
mess--they'll tell you all about it; we've got it all right. And I say,
you chaps, here's an idea. What do you say to giving Beaton a feed, a
real tip-topper, and, at it, presenting him with the pool, as a--you
know--not as a testimonial, but you know what I do mean?"
They laughed at Tickell as they crowded round Beaton. Major Reith
spoke.
"Beaton, I have done you a serious injustice; how serious I did not
realise until now--that I see you. I am more--more ashamed than I can
tell you; to ask your pardon is to do nothing. Can you ever forgive me?
I shall never be able to forgive myself; my punishment will be as great
as yours."
Then Beaton spoke.
"Reith, I hope not; you don't know what my punishment has been."
"Looking at you, I can guess."
"I suppose you can; I believe it's printed pretty plain."
There came a chorus from the others--all asking for pardon.
"We didn't understand each other, that was what it was," said Beaton.
"You never could have done what you did if we had. Yet I'm not sure
that the lesson I've been taught wasn't worth learning even at the
price I paid. I'm not the man you knew. I can see by the look that's on
your faces that you've found that out for yourselves. I shall never be
that man again; but don't take to yourselves any blame for that. I
wouldn't, if I could."
"Will you also forgive me, Beaton? I admit that I, too, may have been
mistaken."
This was Anthony Dodwell; there was something in the eyes which looked
at him out of their hollow caverns which seemed to make him shrivel up.
"In your case it's not a question of forgiveness. You see, Dodwell, I
know you. Since I was last in this room I've been in some strange
company; I've met one or two men like you, and I haven't liked them. I
know how you treated me; I saw how you treated Draycott that night at
Avonham; you would treat me, and Draycott, exactly the same again
tomorrow--if you had the chance. You can't like the man whom you know
is that kind of person; you avoid him, if you can; you are on your
guard against him, if you can't. If you are even superficially sorry
for what you did to me you will take care that I never see or hear of
you again. I am afraid that's as far as I'm prepared to go."
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