"Yes, my dear, I will go away, but that will make no difference to
you--you'll feel as if I were at your bedside all the time; it will be
worse for you than if I were. But I don't at all mind giving you an
opportunity to think things over. You've told me something of what I
want to know, and I rather fancy that when I see you again, you will
tell me all the rest. Good-night, Vi; pleasant dreams; I hope that your
foot won't keep you from sleeping. Shall I turn out these lights? You
won't be able to sleep amidst all this illumination, and you've got
that one over your bed."
The girl said nothing, but the lights went out; the one above her was
not on, so that when the visitor had departed the room was in darkness.
Something kept Miss Forster from sleeping, and it was not her foot; it
was her thoughts. The countess had prophesied truly: her going made no
difference; she might as well have stayed, for all the peace she had
left behind. What, the girl asked herself, as she lay there wrestling
with the thoughts which banished sleep--what had she said; what had she
admitted; what would she be made to admit when the countess could get
at her again, before she was allowed to quit Avonham? What was more to
the point--what had she to admit; what did she know?
That was where the iron entered into her soul, so that she hid her face
on the pillow, and would have sobbed, only the tears refused to come.
What did she not know? And, from what she knew, what did she not
surmise? The leather bag in the old oak chest--what was in it? Did she
not know as well as if the contents had been spread out in front of
her? And it had been in Sydney's hand!
It was Sydney. She had tried to tell herself that it was not; that she
had made a mistake; that there was a doubt about it; she could not be
sure--how could she be sure when she had only seen him for an instant
in a light which, after all, was no light at all? It was absurd to
suppose that anyone could be certain, under such conditions, of another
person's personality. Yet she was certain; she was sure.
It was Sydney; and it was he who was the thief. It was at this point
that she dug her nails into the palms of her hands, and would have
liked to tear her own heart out, and to have died.
It was Sydney who was the thief; it was his footstep she had heard
hurrying past her room. By what odd chance had he not visited her? He
had visited so many of the others. Could he have known which rooms it
would be worth his while to visit, and which to leave alone?
Had he come to her--if he had!--with the leather bag in his hand, he
would have found her still up. What a meeting that would have been!
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