Here she broke off with a pitiful cry: “O Gord! my sweet lamb, mammy
kyarn’ sing to you while her heart’s fyar breakin’ in her. Don’ ask pore
mammy tuh sing, my honey--don’, don’!”
“Sing, please, sing,” said the girl, with gentle insistence. Her mind was
failing her a little for the first time. “God alluz furgives, don’ he,
mammy? Alluz, alluz. Sing ’bout it, mammy; please, mammy, sing.”
The old negress went on, brokenly:
“We has landed many thousands--
Hallelujah!
An’ we’ll lan’ many mo-re--
Hallelujah!”
“Please sing ’bout the sins, mammy; that’s what I want--’bout the sins.”
The poor old woman crooned on, swaying her body to and fro as she
crouched at the bedside:
“Do’ yo’ sins be as skyarlet,
Dey shall be as white as snow--
Glory, glory, hallelujah!
Do’ yo’ sins be as skyarlet,
Dey shall be as white as snow--
Glory, glory, hallelujah!
’Tis Jesus is deir Capt’in--
Hallelujah!
’Tis Jesus is deir Capt’in--
Hallelujah!”
“White ez snow--white ez snow,” murmured the girl. “Mammy, do yo’ bleeve
that? Ain’t it sweet, mammy? don’ it seem good an’ kind? Mammy, yo’ see
that ole blue shirt a-hangin’ thar? I loves that shirt, mammy, same as
some women loves their children. It’s sorter got his shape now, ain’t it?
Hand it here, mammy. Don’ it smell good?--kinder briery an’ soapy, mammy?
He used to take more barths ’n any man yo’ ever hearn ov. I used ter hear
him a-splashin’ clear up in my room. Where’s father, mammy? I do want to
see father, an’ I want to see Bonnibel ’fore I go. She came to me--oh,
so sweet an’ lovin’! She knew I’d ’a’ died fur her, I reckon. Mammy, did
yo’ sen’ fur father? Pore father! pore father! he’ll be so sorry! Oh,
pore father!” Here the first tears she had shed rolled over her white
cheeks. The old negress sobbed out aloud.
“Oh, my honey!” she said--“oh, my little lamb!--oh, my honey!”
Again came that terrible pain, almost beyond her power to endure.
“I’m payin’ fur it--I’m payin’ fur it,” she said, over and over again.
“God’s so good to me! He’s forgiven me; he’s lettin’ me pay fur it.”
The surgeon came at daybreak. He was quiet and serious. Little Hicks was
the only one to whom he told anything. To him he said, “She may live two
or three days; she may die before night.”
At one o’clock next day old Herrick returned. He was wordless and
almost majestic in his deep grief. All day long he sat holding her
in such positions as would ease her; talking to her; trying to follow
her wandering fancies. She knew him always, though she knew no one
else. “Father,” she said, suddenly, in one of the intervals when reason
returned to her, “won’t you please sen’ fur Mr. Jack? Somethin’ in
my heart tells me he’ll come--now. Write to him ’bout Bonnibel. Tell
him I saved her. Tell him I jess want ter say good-by. I don’ wan’
him ever ter furgive me. I only want to--to look at him once more.
Father”--wistfully--“_you_ think he’ll come?”
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