Domestic fiction; English fiction -- 19th century; Psychological fiction; Women -- England -- Fiction
That was the dominant feeling in this weak soul. He could not be gone
for ever.
Yet the truth came back upon her in hideous distinctness every now and
then--came back suddenly and awfully, like the swift revelation of a
desolate plague-stricken scene under a lightning flash. He was gone. He
was lying in his coffin, in the dear old Tudor hall where they had sat
so cosily. Those dismal reiterated strokes of the funeral-bell meant
that his burial was at hand. They were moving the coffin already,
perhaps. His place knew him no more.
She tottered to the darkened window, lifted the edge of the blind, and
looked out. The funeral train was moving slowly along the carriage
sweep, through the winding shrubberied road. How long, and black, and
solemnly splendid the procession looked. Everybody had loved and
respected him. It was a grand funeral. The thought of this general
homage gave a faint thrill of comfort to the widow's heart.
"My noble husband," she ejaculated. "Who could help loving you?"
It seemed to her only a little while ago that she had driven up to the
Tudor porch for the first time after her happy honeymoon, when she was
in the bloom of youth and beauty, and life was like a schoolgirl's
happy dream.
"How short life is," she sobbed; "how cruelly short for those who are
happy!"
With Violet grief was no less passionate; but it did not find its sole
vent in tears. The stronger soul was in rebellion against Providence.
She kept aloof from her mother in the time of sorrow. What could they
say to each other? They could only cry together. Violet shut herself in
her room, and refused to see anyone, except patient Miss McCroke, who
was always bringing her cups of tea, or basins of arrowroot, trying to
coax her to take some kind of nourishment, dabbing her hot forehead
with eau-de-Cologne--doing all those fussy little kindnesses which are
so acutely aggravating in a great sorrow.
"Let me lie on the ground alone, and think of him, and wail for him."
That is what Violet Tempest would have said, if she could have
expressed her desire clearly.
Roderick Vawdrey went back to the Abbey House after the funeral, and
contrived to see Miss McCroke, who was full of sympathy for everybody.
"Do let me see Violet, that's a dear creature," he said. "I can't tell
you how unhappy I am about her. I can't get her face out of my
thoughts, as I saw it that dreadful night when I led her horse
home--the wild sad eyes, the white lips."
"She is not fit to see anyone," said Miss McCroke; "but perhaps it
might rouse her a little to see you."
Miss McCroke had an idea that all mourners ought to be roused; that
much indulgence in grief for the dead was reprehensible.
"Yes," answered Rorie eagerly, "she would see me, I know. We are like
brother and sister."
"Come into the schoolroom," said the governess, "and I'll see what I
can do."
The schoolroom was Vixen's own particular den, and was not a bit like
the popular idea of a schoolroom.
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