Domestic fiction; English fiction -- 19th century; Psychological fiction; Women -- England -- Fiction
She turned sullenly from the window, and went back to her seat by the
fire, and threw on a log, and gave herself up to disappointment. The
blue winter sky had changed to gray; the light was fading behind the
feathery fir-tops.
"Perhaps he will come to afternoon tea," she thought; and then, with a
discontented shrug of her shoulders: "No, he is not coming at all. If
he cared about us, he would have been the first to bid us welcome;
knowing, as he must, how miserable it was for me to come home at
all--without papa!"
She sat looking at the fire.
"How idle I am!" she mused; "and poor Crokey did so implore me to go on
with my education, and read good useful books and enlarge my mind. I
don't think my poor little mind would bear any more stretching, or that
I should be much happier if I knew all about Central Africa, and the
nearest way from Hindostan to China, or old red sandstone, and
tertiary, and the rest of them. What does it matter to me what the
earth is made of, if I can but be happy upon it? No, I shall never try
to be a highly cultivated young woman. I shall read Byron, and
Tennyson, and Wordsworth, and Keats, and Bulwer, and Dickens, and
Thackeray, and remain an ignoramus all the days of my life. I think
that would be quite enough for Rorie, if he and I were to be much
together; for I don't believe he ever opens a book at all. And what
would be the use of my talking to him about old red sandstone or the
centre of Africa?"
Phoebe, Miss Tempest's fresh-faced Hampshire maid, appeared at this
moment.
"Oh, if you please, miss, your ma says would you go to the
drawing-room? Mr. Scobel is with her, and would like to see you."
Violet rose with a sigh.
"Is my hair awfully untidy, Phoebe?"
"I think I had better arrange the plaits, miss."
"That means that I'm an object. It's four o'clock; I may as well change
my dress for dinner. I suppose I must go down to dinner?"
"Lor' yes, miss; it will never do to shut yourself up in your own room
and fret. You're as pale as them there Christmas roses already."
Ten minutes later Vixen went down to the drawing-room, looking very
stately in her black Irish poplin, whose heavy folds became the tall
full figure, and whose dense blackness set off the ivory skin and warm
auburn hair. She had given just one passing glance at herself in the
cheval-glass, and Vanity had whispered:
"Perhaps Rorie would have thought me improved; but he has not taken the
trouble to come and see. I might be honeycombed by the small-pox, or
bald from the effects of typhus, for aught he cares."
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