Religious communities -- Fiction; West (U.S.) -- Fiction
Long after the village had gone to sleep Everett stayed out in the
starlight, thinking of the weeks he had spent in Zanah, and of the woman
who would henceforth claim his life’s allegiance. He dreamed of the
future that was his and Walda’s. He saw the girl’s stunted life
expanding under its new environments. His thoughts wandered over
imaginary years, and he beheld her clad in the ripened charm of
maturity. He saw the light of happiness in her eyes reflected in the
eyes of their children. Sometimes, perhaps, they would look back to
Zanah and thank God that among the middle-aged mothers with dwarfed
minds and cramped souls there was none that bore the name of Walda
Kellar.
For Walda the next day dawned with mysterious splendor. Zanah had fallen
under a spell of enchantment, yet as the village awoke to life all its
influences once more stole over her. Looking out of her window, she
began to remember that she had been the prophetess of Zanah. She watched
the men and boys walk leisurely towards the factory. Ox-teams creaked up
the narrow street. The children solemnly wandered schoolward. She could
no longer put her father or Gerson Brandt from her thoughts. The
realization that she would give them pain burst upon her.
She tried to think what Everett’s love meant to her, but she found it
impossible to get beyond the one idea that she was to be unfaithful to
the trust that the people of Zanah had put in her. She did not shrink
from facing the change in her position in the colony, but she could not
understand what her future would be. She recalled that Everett had taken
it for granted she would leave Zanah, but she knew she could not desert
her father, even though a greater love than that which she bore for him
might call her away. She was not sad, however, for underneath her new
anxieties there was the consciousness of the revelation of love, the
recognition of divinity that was so different from the one to which she
had looked forward since her childhood. It gradually came over her that
the inspiration she had felt came through a human medium, and not
directly from heaven. She fell upon her knees before the low table that
held her little German Bible. She tried to pray that she might know the
will of God, but she could not bring herself to plead that she would
have power to cast out from her heart the human love which had brought
to her life the holy exaltation she had hoped to obtain through rigid
conformity to the creed of Zanah.
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