Religious communities -- Fiction; West (U.S.) -- Fiction
Everett counted the days until the _Untersuchung_. Only ten intervened.
In less than a fortnight Walda would be cut off from all communication
with him. She would have entered into her duties as the leader of the
colony. She would be the prophetess—the inspired one. He tried to
imagine himself looking on during the quaint ceremony of the
_Untersuchung_, and he had to face the knowledge that he could not stand
by while the girl passed forever beyond his reach. Even while he dared
vaguely to plan some way by which he could win her for himself, he had a
few misgivings concerning her unfitness for his world, which he knew she
would find strange and cruel. He told himself that he could protect her,
that he could make her happy, and that he could help her to become
adjusted to a different sphere. With the unreason of the lover he
imagined how they would live for each other, aloof from all the ordinary
demands of every-day existence. He knew that she loved the few books
that had been open to her in Zanah, and he dreamed of the days when he
would guide her into a broader knowledge, when he would help her to
acquire the sort of an education suited to her unusual mind. He was
confident that her artistic nature would develop in a congenial
atmosphere. It would be his pride to cultivate her glorious voice, and
to teach her to understand the painter’s art, which Zanah held sinful.
His thoughts travelled over the same circle again and again, but always
he came back to the idea that he must act quickly if he would save her
from bondage to the colony—if he would awaken her to the meaning of his
love.
He was thankful for the opportunity her daily prayers at the tomb of
Marta Bachmann gave him to meet her, but the next night after he had
walked with her to the little cemetery he had seen her cross the bridge
accompanied by no less a person than Mother Schneider herself. He had
been compelled to pace restlessly back and forth among the trees,
keeping out of sight lest his presence might be discovered.
On the third night he watched for Walda at the point where the road
reached the shore of the lake. It was late, and he had almost given up
hope of seeing her when she came slowly towards him. For an hour he had
been reconnoitring the whole distance between the lake and the cemetery.
And now, when he beheld her, he felt as if he must claim her by the
right of his love for her. His better judgment, however, told him that
he must be circumspect in his wooing. One impetuous word might put her
on her guard. The touch of his hand had given her a prescience of
danger, for, according to her belief, love was the greatest danger that
could beset her path. When Walda saw him she appeared surprised at the
chance encounter. It was evident she had no suspicion that he had
deliberately waylaid her.
“It is good that I should meet thee here, Stephen,” she said, “for my
heart is so full of joy I feel as if I must share my gladness with some
one.”
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