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“Walda, I love you. I think I have loved you ever since the first day I
came to Zanah. I have kissed you because my heart claims you from all
the world. Life without you means nothing to me. Can’t you love me,
Walda?”
“I know not what it means to love. I have been warned that it is selfish
and sinful for men and women to fix all their thoughts upon each other.
Oh, Stephen, what have I done that thou shouldst speak thus to me?”
“You have made me centre all my hopes in you. You have won my reverence.
I know I am unworthy to touch your hand, but this love that has come to
me gives me a supreme courage. Walda, surely your heart answers mine.
Words are so clumsy that, now that my tongue should tell you how great
and holy a thing is the love of a man for a woman, I am but a poor
supplicant.” He took both her hands in his and drew her towards him.
Again he kissed her, and, instead of resenting the caress, she hid her
face upon his shoulder. He held her thus for a moment. He pushed back
the white cap and softly touched her hair.
“Walda, do you know, I have often been afraid of the prophetess of
Zanah,” he said, in a low tone, “and if it were not for my great love I
would not have the courage to covet you for my wife. Love is stronger
than reason, and so I dare covet you for my own forever. You are mine,
for I could not love you so if you were not the woman destined to rule
my life. Cannot you find in your heart a little love for me?”
“I know not what is in my heart,” she answered. “Thy kisses make me
ashamed, Stephen, and yet my heart is glad. This night my weakness hath
been revealed to me. Even now I cling to thee when I should bid thee go
away from me.”
“You do love me, Walda. You must love me. It was fate that brought me to
Zanah to find you. I know that all my years I have been waiting for you.
You have been kept for me here in Zanah. Cannot you begin to comprehend
that love is the birthright of every man and woman? Zanah would have
cheated you, but now it cannot separate us.”
“Thy words make me think of my duty, Stephen.” Walda’s voice trembled.
“Since thou hast kissed me, I am no longer fit to be the prophetess of
Zanah.”
“You will be a wife instead of a prophetess, Walda. You can still be an
instrument of the Lord, for you will make the world outside better for
your presence.”
She was very quiet for a moment. It was as if she had not heard him.
“Is it love that maketh my heart beat? Is it love that casteth out fear
while thou hast thine arms around me?” she asked, presently. “What
meaning is there in a kiss that it should make me ashamed and yet happy,
Stephen? Verily, thy kisses are not like the kisses of good-fellowship
that the elders give one another at the _Untersuchung_; they are not
like the kisses the mothers have pressed upon my forehead.”
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