Authors, English -- 19th century -- Biography; Critics -- Great Britain -- Biography; Pater, Walter, 1839-1894
“Behold, this dreamer cometh!” So, with an envious contempt, the
petty-minded scheming brethren of the inspired child beloved of God
greeted him, as he came in unsuspecting innocence to join them in the
field. He was to learn, even in the tender days of boyhood, how heavy a
burden that secret knowledge was to be, that inheritance of the inner
and deeper sight which could pierce behind the veil of mortality. If
he could have foreseen the weary way he was to travel to the calm
and prosperous eminence of later years, would he not have hidden the
visions which he revealed so guilelessly? Not even the certainty of
the honour and comfort of the future would have made amends for the
loneliness, the malignity, of the labyrinth which he was so gently and
faithfully to thread. This power of inner sight, this perception of the
essence of things, must always, it seems, bring its possessor a certain
sadness, a certain isolation. The prosperous worldly spirits, that swim
so vigorously on the surface of things, have always a suspicion, a
jealousy, a contempt, for one who dives deeper and brings back tidings
of the strange secrets that the depth holds. But if such clear-sighted
spirits go tranquilly upon their way, and utter fearlessly the truth
they discern, though the way be difficult and arduous, the honour
comes at last, unsought, unprized. And it is well perhaps that the
conquest is so hard, because if the victory came at once, with it
would doubtless come the relish for the easy, the obvious triumph; but
by the time that it arrives, the pure spirit, chastened and refined,
has reached a region where the only pleasure that fame brings is the
knowledge that the truth has somewhat prevailed. There is no taint of
personal complacency, no luxurious yielding to lower satisfactions,
nothing but the unstained delight that the mystery, discerned and
interpreted, is bearing in other hearts its rich and reviving fruits.
Such is the life that I have attempted to depict. It is the life of
one who, through a dreamful and unpraised boyhood, through a silent
and undistinguished youth, gradually discerned a principle in things;
learned to see, with an impassioned zest, the truth that, in art
and life alike, the victory is with those who attain to a certain
patient and appreciative attitude of soul; who learn through careful
toil, through much sorting of accumulated thought and expression, to
discriminate between what is facile, impressive, specious, and what is
deep, permanent, sincere. No taste can of course be wholly catholic;
it is swayed by instinct, prepossession, and preference. But the point
is, in however limited a sphere, to be able to detect with unfailing
certainty the true quality of things.
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