Wanderings of a beauty : $b A tale of the real and the idealJames, Edwin, Mrs.
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Wanderings of a beauty : $b A tale of the real and the ideal
James, Edwin, Mrs.
English fiction -- 19th century
_May 8th._—Mr. D’Arcy possesses, in a remarkable degree, the power of
affecting the heart and imagination with what remains unspoken. He sets
you thinking. In his presence, you brush the rust from your mind, and
new ideas flow in upon you. To-day, he spoke to us of Swedenborg, and of
the charming and consoling doctrine of that great Christian seer; that
however lonely our earthly lot, however mistaken we may have been in our
choice of a mate, those who by perseverance in well doing eventually
become angels, will, sooner or later, meet with their true conjugal
partner—their other self—in a higher sphere. A beautiful philosophy, and
not unreasonable, when we consider that love, in its true sense, is the
strongest and purest, as well as the most exquisitely delightful
sentiment of our nature: nor would the Creator have implanted this
passion in our souls, but that He intended to satisfy it to the full;
if, therefore, sad experience shows how rarely on earth we are truly
mated, it follows, logically, that this sweetest and tenderest of the
spirit’s yearnings looks for realization in a higher sphere of being.
Such, at least, is D’Arcy’s firm belief; such also, he tells me, is that
of many of the most eminently intellectual and spiritual of his
countrymen and countrywomen. Mary is, of course, charmed: she says there
is, at last, some chance for her.
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CHAPTER XX.
+THE SISTER OF MERCY+
IT was now the middle of summer, and remarkably hot for the season. All
our friends had left, or were leaving Paris, and yet we still lingered
on in our pretty apartment of the Avenue Gabriel.
One morning, suddenly looking up from my embroidery, I was struck with
the pallor of Evelyn’s countenance, and the look of weariness she wore.
A book was lying open on a table near; but she did not read. Silently
she dreamed, her head resting on her hand.
“Dear Evelyn,” I said, while she started as one aroused from sleep;
“shall we not soon go to the country? You look far from well—and Ella
would cull fresh roses at the sea, or at Baden.”
“Ella is very well,” she answered listlessly, “and attends her classes
daily. I, too, am well enough,” and she heaved a sigh so heartsore it
was almost a sob.
“Indeed, dearest, you have been suffering for three weeks—ever since the
last ball at the Tuilleries, when you looked like a sunset cloud, as Mr.
D’Arcy said.” She gave a short, quick start, “all in golden colored
tulle and hazy blonde. I never saw you look more lovely.”
“Not enough,” returned Evelyn gloomily, “would I were a thousand times
more beautiful. Even then,” she whispered, as if to herself, “I should
not match with the matchless.”
“Is it possible? and are you serious?” I said, painfully alive to her
emotion; “is your happiness so entirely involved in—”
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