War Letters of a Public-School BoyJones, Henry Paul Mainwaring
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War Letters of a Public-School Boy
Jones, Henry Paul Mainwaring
World War, 1914-1918 -- Personal narratives, British
The only fly in the ointment is that an exam. is due for me in a
week's time or so--as you know, impending exams. fill me with
terror. I have such an accursedly active imagination that I find
it impossible to banish from my head the thought, "What if I
fail?" I've always been afflicted with this, though I am bound to
say that when it came to the point it did not, as far as might be
judged by results, affect my actual performances. But I am,
nevertheless, in a chronic state of what the B.E.F. calls "wind
up" on account of this exam. I am so eager to do well that the
mere thought of failing is abhorrent. I am inclined to ascribe
these feelings at bottom to egotism.
There is quite a number of South Welshmen in our lot out here,
including some men from Llanelly. There are also a lot of
Scotsmen among the officers, fellows of broad speech and dry
humour to whom I am much drawn.
You haven't hit on a book on some musical subject for me, have
you? I would much like a work dealing with Wagner or Beethoven.
It is music that I miss more than anything in the intellectual
line. Shall we ever hear the "Ring" again, I wonder? Anyway, it
was one of the supreme experiences of my life to have heard it
conducted by Nikisch. I regard the "Ring" as one of the world's
artistic masterpieces. It is conceived on a scale of unparalleled
grandeur, and must be thought of as an organised whole.
I miss the "Proms" and the Sunday Concerts, too--both have done a
real national service in popularising the greatest music.
_February 28th, 1917._
In the language of Tommy, I am "in the pink" and getting on
first-rate. Am delighted to say I passed well in that
examination, being marked "very good indeed." I got more than 90
per cent. of marks. I never dared to hope for such success. It
would be absurd to deny that I am hugely bucked at the result,
but I had had a pretty strenuous training for the exam. I am
still engaged in learning, but now in a different department,
though of equal interest, and I am glad to say that no
examination is involved this time.
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