Is that odor dead and imperceptible because you have
raised a barrier between it and your senses? Does it not exist, even
more potently, within its crystal prison? Because you do not perceive
that sweetness, would you say it is not? Are our direct senses to
settle all points of doubt and difficulty? Or, let a man enter, then,
who had never seen a rose, and you were to tell him of the great
fragrance of the flower of which bards have sung and Scriptures made
similes,—would you not scoff him if he said such things were not
possible to a plant like that, that looked like painted paper? Then
how can you say anything about it who have never seen a ghost? To
your senses it may be as yet hidden by a barrier stronger than glass,
but yet as transparent to others. But I do not write to argue, but
only to suggest. I admit my own weakness and confess to doubts, and
cannot place myself with indisputable certainty on any solid basis
of logic, and therefore must allow great scope to others; but since
I have ventured to tell my story, I had a strong and natural desire
to stand, as well as it was possible upon the platform of rational
opinion, and felt that I had a right to attempt to place myself
there. If any man can prove that I did not see exactly what I say I
saw, let him do so, but let him not attempt to “pshaw” me out of the
evidences of my senses, and proclaim from his stolid pedestal, called
the “impossible,” that I am a dreamer, a madman, and all that sort
of adjectiveness which grows from ignorance of the noun substantives
of reason. When he can come to me and show me the authority, not
derived from his metaphysics or his sectarianism, or his prejudice,
by which he is empowered to deny the possibility or the probability
and actuality of ghosts, and settle then and forever that such things
cannot be, I will admit that I was crazy; bereft of reason; at one
moment gifted with eyesight, and the next deprived of it: things
which, by the way, would be more at variance with the “order of
Heaven,” and more extraordinary, in fact, than the assumed appearance
of that thing we call ghost; and which, after all said, and done,
and laughed, and sneered at, is that idea of the human hope baptized
in our dreams and our theology, by the name of “Immortality.” You
cannot prove to a drowning man that he is not surrounded by water.
You may tell him that he can swim; but he will tell you that, though
he can, he has the cramp. You may tell him that a ship without
volition can float where he is struggling; but he will tell you that
the ship has nothing to do with it. He believes in the things that
he feels and sees around him, but which you do not experience, and
he will not take your arguments and suggestions as the embodiment
of an infallible life-preserver. I saw what I saw; prove to me that
I did not see it,—for the question is with me and nobody else,—and
prove it without the usual insolence, if you can; remembering, in
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