Was It Right to Forgive? A Domestic RomanceBarr, Amelia E.
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Was It Right to Forgive? A Domestic Romance
Barr, Amelia E.
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This conversation rather quieted than increased Yanna's misgivings.
She thought she understood the restless woman. Beautiful, and longing
to exhibit her beauty, full of the pulse and pride of youth, excited
by dreams of all sensuous delights, romantic, sentimental, and vain,
she was resentful at the circumstances which bound her to the
stillness and shadow of the sick room, because she was incredulous of
any necessity for such devotion. For the latter feeling Mrs. Filmer
was much to blame. She had not the keen intuitions regarding life and
death which Antony possessed; she had dim remembrances of her own
children's trials, she had the experiences of her friends on the same
subject, and she did not honestly believe little Emma was in any
special danger. Consequently, she had supported Rose in her claim to
regard her own health, and go out a little every day. And if Antony
had been asked for the reason of his great anxiety, he would not have
cared to explain it to his wife or his mother-in-law. Both these women
would have smiled at what he had learned through the second sight of
dreams, in that mysterious travail of sleep, by which the man that
feareth God is instructed and prepared for "the sorrow that is
approaching"; because, if apprehension of the supernatural is not in
the human soul, neither miracle nor revelation can authenticate it to
them.
So Antony bore his fear in silence, and told no one _the Word_ that
had come to him; strengthening his heart with the brave resolve of the
wise Esdras: "Now, therefore, keep thy sorrow to thyself; and bear
with a good courage that which hath befallen thee."
About ten days after this event, Rose left her home early one morning
to complete the shopping necessary for their removal to Woodsome on
the following day. Mrs. Filmer promised to remain with the sick child
until her return; but she urged Rose to make all haste possible, as
there were various matters in the Filmer household to attend to ere
Mr. Filmer and herself could comfortably leave for Europe on the
Saturday's steamer. With these considerations in view, she was annoyed
at Rose for positively refusing the carriage. "I want to walk, mamma,"
she said crossly; "and if I get tired, I will take the street cars."
"But you may be delayed by them, and time is precious now."
Then she kissed her mother affectionately, and stooped to little
Emma's cot, and with a long, soft pressure of her lips to the lips of
the fragile-looking child, she went away, promising to be home
certainly before noon. But she was not home at one o'clock; and Mrs.
Filmer and Antony ate their lunch together, both of them with a hot,
angry heart at Rose's indifference. At two o'clock Rose was still
absent, and a singular feeling of alarm had taken the place of anger.
"What keeps Rose so long, mother?" asked Antony, in an anxious voice.
"I do not know, Antony. She could have been back in an hour. It is
four hours since she left."
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