Was It Right to Forgive? A Domestic RomanceBarr, Amelia E.
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Was It Right to Forgive? A Domestic Romance
Barr, Amelia E.
Fiction
Then Antony turned into the parlor, and leaving open the door, waited
for his wife's approach. Very soon a maid ran down with her carriage
wraps, and then there was a light step, with a vague waft of perfume,
and Antony went to the foot of the staircase. Rose was descending with
her mask in her hand. Her fair auburn hair was loose and crowned with
poppies. Her short and scanty dress was of vivid scarlet and black,
her hose were of scarlet silk, her slippers of black satin, and her
arms covered to above the elbows with black gloves. She was, as she
mockingly said, "a _diablesse_ in scarlet and black."
Antony looked at her, and his face burned with shame; then with a
grasp she could not resist, he led her into the parlor, turned the key
in the door, and put it in his pocket. At that, she found it possible
to speak to her husband.
"Let me out, sir!" she cried, passionately. "How dare you lock me in
any room?" And she was wickedly beautiful as she imperiously ordered
her own release. Sensitive to her influence, and trembling under her
power, Antony defied it.
"You shall not leave this house to-night," he answered. "You shall
never leave it in such a shameless garb. You outrage yourself and all
who love you by it."
"As I intend to remain unknown, the precious self-respect of anybody
that loves me will not be hurt. As for myself, it makes no matter.
Give me the key, sir."
"I will not."
"Then I shall go out by the window."
"You will do nothing of the kind. I am going to remain here with you.
You will not surely compel me to use force."
"You are brutal enough to use force."
"Rose, I must save you from yourself. Some day you will thank me for
it."
"I wish you would let me alone. I do not want you to save me. I wish I
had never seen you. I hate you from morning to night. I wish you would
go where I could never see your face or hear your voice again!"
"You are angry now, Rose. But have you not been cross long enough?
Come, sit down, and let us talk, not of the past, but of the future.
Let us try and make it happier."
He was approaching her as he spoke; and she put out her hands and
waved him away. "Do not dare to come near me!" she cried. "Not one
step further! You shall not put a finger on me. I will not listen to
your voice. Let me go away from your presence."
He sat down, covering his face with his hands, and he was still as a
stone. But Rose felt that he was on guard, and that resistance or
entreaty would be alike useless. So she threw herself on a sofa, shut
her eyes, and began to sing.
The whole appearance and atmosphere of the woman were now repellant;
and a great indignation burned in Antony's heart. He said to himself
that he had done wrong to tolerate so long the evil spirit in his wife
and home. He had forgiven practically what he ought to refuse to
forgive at all. He had encouraged sin by enduring it. And he had done
so because he loved the sinner. "But I shall do what is right in the
future!" he said.
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