Was It Right to Forgive? A Domestic RomanceBarr, Amelia E.
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Was It Right to Forgive? A Domestic Romance
Barr, Amelia E.
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This conversation indicated the way Rose was going to take, and she
made haste to carry out her determination. There is always a
brilliant riffraff of good society who are eager for pleasure--so
called--and ambitious to achieve the trumpery distinction of
'smartness'--dissipated, devilish men, and rapid, realistic
women; and with this class Rose found it easy to fill her fine
rooms. It was to outward appearance a highly desirable set,
gorgeously dressed, and having all the insignia of the uppermost
class. There was no sign of anything but the most exact virtue at
the dinner-table, and the earlier dances were beautiful and
proper; but as the evenings wore on, and the wines and ices began to
influence conduct, the tone fell lower; men and women talked louder,
and danced more recklessly; and at the last hour it was necessary
to be a little blind and a little deaf.
But it is the eternal law, that where sin is, sorrow shall answer it;
and in all this tumult and riot of feasting and dancing, Rose was sad
and disconsolate. It was not alone that she was aware of her distinct
loss of social estimation--aware that old friends shirked speaking to
her if they could; and that even her mother lost patience with her
vagaries and imprudences--it was not even the total silence of her
husband, and the appalling sense of loneliness that chilled her whole
life--there was a want greater than these, for it is not by bread
alone we live; there is a certain approval of conscience necessary
even to our physical existence, and without its all-pervading cement,
this wondrous union of self is not held healthily together. Rose had
not this blessed approval; and the flatteries of the crowd she feasted
did not make up for the sweet content that follows duty accomplished
and love fulfilled.
She had taken into her confidence a young girl called Ida Stirling.
She was exceedingly pretty and witty and sympathetic, and quite
inclined to share in all the mitigations of Rose's private hours. They
had luxurious little meals together, and they told each other their
secrets as they ate and drank. In this way Rose betrayed herself; she
gave to a stranger a confidence she had not given as fully to her
mother, and put her heart into her hands, either to comfort or to
despise. For a little while, the two women were inseparable; and on
Rose's side, at least, there was nothing hidden from her companion.
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