Was It Right to Forgive? A Domestic RomanceBarr, Amelia E.
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Was It Right to Forgive? A Domestic Romance
Barr, Amelia E.
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Antony--who rarely laughed--laughed heartily at his father's solid
conservatism; and then the conversation drifted to and fro about the
ordinary events of their daily life--the potting of plants, the
village taxes, the shoeing of horses, and so forth. And Yanna's calm,
serious face told Antony nothing of the suffering in her heart; nor
did she desire he should know it. Culture teaches the average woman to
suppress feeling; and Yanna had a great dislike to discuss matters so
closely personal to her. She was not ignorant either of Antony's love
for Rose, and his friendship with Harry had been hitherto without a
cloud; why, then, should her private affairs make trouble between
lovers and friends?
"At any rate," she thought, "circumstances alter cases; and Antony in
his relationship with Rose and Harry must be permitted to act without
any sense of obligation to my rights or wrongs."
Peter scarcely looked at the matter in the same temperate way; his
sense of the family tie was very strong, and he thought if one member
suffered injury all the other members ought to suffer with it. Yet he
comprehended Yanna's sensitiveness, her dislike for any discussion of
her feelings, her liberal admission that Harry, brought up in a
different sphere of life, and under social tenets of special
obsequiousness, could not be fairly measured by the single directness
of their line and plummet.
She understood from Harry's awkward attitude in his own home that he
was suffering, and that he was likely to make others suffer with him.
She had no special resentment against Mrs. Filmer. "Her behavior was
natural enough; I might have been just as rude under the same
provocation," she thought. So she said nothing whatever to her father
of the little scene between Mrs. Filmer and herself; she was able to
understand Mrs. Filmer's position, and she was satisfied with the way
in which she had defended her own. "There is nothing owing between
us," she reflected, "and, therefore, there will be no perpetual sense
of injury. We shall forgive--and perhaps forget."
She busied herself all afternoon about her simple household duties;
affecting to Betta a sudden anxiety about the usual preparations for
winter; and she compelled herself to sing as she went up and down,
putting away, and taking out, or looking carefully for the ravages of
the summer moth. Peter heard her voice in one _bravura_ after another;
and for a short time he sat still listening and wondering. For effects
are chained to causes, and he asked himself what reason Yanna had for
music of that particular kind. By-and-by, he smiled and nodded; he had
fathomed the secret of Yanna's mental medicine--though with her it had
been a simple instinct accepted and obeyed--and he said softly:
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