Was It Right to Forgive? A Domestic RomanceBarr, Amelia E.
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Was It Right to Forgive? A Domestic Romance
Barr, Amelia E.
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"To be sure! The lifeboat is launched with a shout, and the forlorn
hope goes cheering into the breach; so when the heart has a big fight
to make, anything that can help it into action is good. Artificial
singing will bring the real song; anyway, it helps her to work, and
work is the best gospel ever preached for a heartache."
The evening was brightened by Antony's metamorphosis into a man of
fashion. His late frequent visits to New York were explained when he
rather consciously came into the sitting-room. He was in full dress,
and looked remarkably handsome; and Peter felt very proud of his son.
It is a humbling thing to confess that he had never had such a quick,
positive pride in him before. The potent and mysterious power of
dress, and of a fine personal presence, jumped to his eyes, and
appealed to his heart, with a promptitude Antony's bravest and most
unselfish deeds had never effected. He stood up and looked at his son
with a kindling pleasure in his face; and when Yanna sent him off with
prodigal compliments, he privately endorsed every one of them.
True, he afterwards took himself to task for his vanity; and with
expansive bluntness, told Yanna that her brother was just as fine a
fellow in homespun as in broadcloth; but the broadcloth image remained
with him, and he could not help some very pertinent private
reflections on the value of culture and good society, as exemplified
in his own family.
Yanna did not sleep much. All night long she heard the voices and the
carriages of the people going to or coming from the ball; and the
solemn stillness of the early morning was offended by their vacant
laughter, or noisy chattering. She was glad to be called from restless
and unhappy slumber, to the positive comfort of daylight and day's
work. But she did not see Antony again until the dinner hour. He was
then in high spirits, and quite inclined to talk of the entertainment.
"It was very like the Van Praaghs' and the Gilberts' affair," he said.
"The same people were there, and I think they wore the same
dresses--white and fussy, and flary, flowery things, you know, Yanna.
But Rose Filmer was unlike every other woman."
"Was she handsome? Well dressed? In good spirits? Kind? and in all her
other best moods?"
"Yanna, she was in every way perfection. Her dress was wonderful. And,
oh! the lift of her head, and the curl of her lip, and her step like a
queen's! She was charming! She was sweet, oh, so sweet!"
Yanna smiled at his enthusiastic admiration of her friend, but Peter
said nothing until they were alone. Then he turned to his son, and
asked: "Antony, are you thinking of falling in love with Miss
Filmer?"
"I have been in love with her ever since I first saw her."
"You could not ask a girl like that to be your wife. She has been
brought up to luxury; she could not bear poverty."
"I shall not ask her to bear poverty, father. If I had been a poor man
I should have gone back west, long ago."
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