Was It Right to Forgive? A Domestic RomanceBarr, Amelia E.
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Was It Right to Forgive? A Domestic Romance
Barr, Amelia E.
Fiction
"It is the grandest bit of play in the world, Yanna," he said, when at
last the pieces were reluctantly restored to their box. "You have
given me one of the happiest evenings I ever had in my life!" and his
eyes shone with love and gratitude. "My girl is the best of all girls!
May God Almighty bless her!"
And without extenuations or exceptions, Adriana had also one of the
happiest evenings of her life. No one can gain a great victory over
self and not be happy. Adriana walked upstairs erect, with a smile on
her lips, and a glow in her heart, such as she had not felt for many
weeks. She undressed with her old alertness and method; she knelt down
in happy confidence, feeling that she could ask to be made happy when
she had made others happy.
From this brave new beginning, there was no back-sliding--or at least
none that Peter was permitted to feel. For Adriana was ashamed of
herself when she realized how much of the pleasure of other lives she
had sacrificed to her own selfish sorrow. Peter appeared next day to
be ten years younger. Betta was bright and busy as a summer bee; the
two old house-dogs came back confidently to the rug before the fire;
the stable-man got a smile through the window, and then ventured to
ask a favor for his wife.
"How cruel I have been!" she said. "How much happiness for others I
held in these two hands--and then withheld!" and she spread out her
palms, and tried to realize how full they were, and how niggardly she
had been of the God-given blessings in them.
But she was no longer so. Whatever effort it cost at first, to put
aside her own pain and disappointment, gradually became easy. She did
not forget; she only compelled memory to take counsel with justice and
generosity. The past, which had usurped the places of both present and
future, was gradually relegated to its proper domain; and in the
exercise of the willpower necessary for this control of her daily
life, she resumed the power to control those higher conditions which
relate to the moral and mental existence. In a week the nobler
influence ruled, and the ignoble atmosphere of self rarely chilled
that confidential communion which ought to exist between all the
members of one household.
So the time went on, until it was nearly Christmas. Then, one morning,
destiny knocked at Peter's door, and let in Miss Alida Van Hoosen. She
had always been accustomed to call about the New Year, but her visit
so much earlier was unexpected, especially as they had been informed
some weeks previously by the "Woodsome Local" that Miss Van Hoosen
had left her beautiful home for her winter residence in New York City.
But her visit, though unexpected, was very welcome to Adriana. For she
liked her cousin, and she was heartily glad of any social event to
break the monotony of her daily life.
"I saw Cousin Peter in the village as I came through it," said Miss
Alida. "What do men find to talk about? They never seem to be bored in
the stupidest place."
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