Domestic fiction; Fathers and daughters -- Fiction; Love stories; Washington Square (New York, N.Y.) -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
Catherine had frightened her aunt, but she was also frightened herself;
she was on the point of rushing to give orders to the servant, who was
passing to the door, to admit no one; but the fear of meeting her visitor
checked her.
“Mr. Morris Townsend.”
This was what she heard, vaguely but recognisably articulated by the
domestic, while she hesitated. She had her back turned to the door of
the parlour, and for some moments she kept it turned, feeling that he had
come in. He had not spoken, however, and at last she faced about. Then
she saw a gentleman standing in the middle of the room, from which her
aunt had discreetly retired.
She would never have known him. He was forty-five years old, and his
figure was not that of the straight, slim young man she remembered. But
it was a very fine person, and a fair and lustrous beard, spreading
itself upon a well-presented chest, contributed to its effect. After a
moment Catherine recognised the upper half of the face, which, though her
visitor’s clustering locks had grown thin, was still remarkably handsome.
He stood in a deeply deferential attitude, with his eyes on her face. “I
have ventured—I have ventured,” he said; and then he paused, looking
about him, as if he expected her to ask him to sit down. It was the old
voice, but it had not the old charm. Catherine, for a minute, was
conscious of a distinct determination not to invite him to take a seat.
Why had he come? It was wrong for him to come. Morris was embarrassed,
but Catherine gave him no help. It was not that she was glad of his
embarrassment; on the contrary, it excited all her own liabilities of
this kind, and gave her great pain. But how could she welcome him when
she felt so vividly that he ought not to have come? “I wanted so much—I
was determined,” Morris went on. But he stopped again; it was not easy.
Catherine still said nothing, and he may well have recalled with
apprehension her ancient faculty of silence. She continued to look at
him, however, and as she did so she made the strangest observation. It
seemed to be he, and yet not he; it was the man who had been everything,
and yet this person was nothing. How long ago it was—how old she had
grown—how much she had lived! She had lived on something that was
connected with _him_, and she had consumed it in doing so. This person
did not look unhappy. He was fair and well-preserved, perfectly dressed,
mature and complete. As Catherine looked at him, the story of his life
defined itself in his eyes; he had made himself comfortable, and he had
never been caught. But even while her perception opened itself to this,
she had no desire to catch him; his presence was painful to her, and she
only wished he would go.
“Will you not sit down?” he asked.
“I think we had better not,” said Catherine.
“I offend you by coming?” He was very grave; he spoke in a tone of the
richest respect.
“I don’t think you ought to have come.”
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