Wastralls: A NovelDawson Scott, C. A. (Catharine Amy)
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Wastralls: A Novel
Dawson Scott, C. A. (Catharine Amy)
Cornwall (England : County) -- Fiction; Farm life -- Fiction; Husband and wife -- Fiction
The rose had faded from Sabina’s cheek, but her lips were curving as if
over a pleasant thought. She had taken with her into the dark the hope
that she and her husband might soon be reconciled, that years of concord
lay before them and this sweet expectation had given her a look of
unfathomable peace. The serenity of her dead face was that of the blue
night, the night that is beyond the clouds of earth. She was no longer
the successful farmer, the stoutest heart in Tregols, but something
infinitely remote. In dying she had proved that if life is transitory
and insignificant, death hides behind closed lips, an intriguing
mystery. Byron, vaunting the folly of a mad moment, of a dark dream
interpretated in terms of earth, became slowly conscious of it. Drop by
drop, the passion of his exultation fell. This was not the workaday
woman he had known, the woman whose obstinacy and unreasonableness had
so angered him, but a creature spiritually changed. He could not feel
that she would bear any resentment against the instrument of what was,
undoubtedly, a release. Life had chained and prevented her, now she was
free and he no longer counted with her in any way. She was afar off.
Human interests had dwindled to the humming of a hive and he, whom she
had cherished, was become one among many. The conviction of this was
not only humbling, it brought a sense of loss. The place where he had
been wont to sit at ease had been shut against him and the door locked
and bolted. He was outside and unimportant and forgotten.
The last dregs of his excitement ran out leaving him with a sense of
emptiness. Sabina was dead and death had raised a barrier between them
which should have given him a sense of security. But from such a one as
the woman, folded in ineffable peace, who lay before him, was no need of
escape. This Sabina was a development of the other, the generous
large-souled creature for whom the mean and the sordid had no existence.
Byron had come to face Sabina and prove himself the stronger, but he
stood before her like a child that had lost its way. For some minutes
he waited in desolate silence, his heart sinking, his sense of
inexorable loss growing more poignant. Sabina was dead, she had set out
upon a journey from which she was never to return and he was left. The
great chest heaved suddenly and a sob burst from him. Stumbling, and
with the hardly wept tears of manhood rolling over his cheeks, he turned
away. The door slammed behind him as he made for the shallow stairs
that led to his room. Once in his refuge he flung himself on the bed,
muffling his tempestuous weeping in the pillow—as he had done, when, as
a boy, he had fled the fatherly corrections of the elder Leadville.
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