"Poor chap’s that worried, ’e dunno what ’e’s sayin’," she told herself. Her lack of children was an oversight she had done her best to remedy. She made for Leadville the blind tender excuses of her maternal heart. "I knaw ’e don’t mean it.’ Ye’ll be all right in a day or two’s time. Always been a good-livin’ feller and I’m sure ’e wouldn’t ’urt a flea. I don’t belong to mind..." a quivering nerve gave her the lie.... "But I do, I do mind," she said piteously, "’e’s all I got. No, and tedn’t that. ’Tis I do love’n." Drawing water she bathed her eyes. The burst of emotion had left her drained of strength but supper was yet to get. "I did mean to fry for ’is supper," she said, the word covering as many varieties of appetizing food as can be cooked in a frying-pan, "but I don’t think I will, I feel so tired and weary, I think us’ll have to manage with what we’ve got." She glanced along the shelf. "That bit of cold meat’ll do. ’E do dearly love a bit of fat pork." Although her tears, easing the strain on her nerves, had left her less apprehensive, the kitchen still loomed disquieting. "’Tis because I made a fool of myself," she said, bracing herself for further effort. Leadville was in his old place by the window. He neither moved nor spoke, seemed indeed too much absorbed in thought to be aware of her. Sabina felt relieved. She told herself she had had enough of his tantrums for one day: let them have the meal in peace and get off to bed. Putting the meat on a clean dish she began to lay the cloth but, as she moved about, a dim suspicion flitted through her mind that she was being watched. She dismissed it hurriedly and went on with her work, but it returned. Though Leadville appeared lost in thought, no sooner did she turn her back than his heavy lids lifted and his eyes followed her with a furtive question. She felt them on her, felt in his glance a quality which made her uneasy. What did he want to know? Why couldn’t he put his question into words? Why should his following and thoughtful glance remind her of the way a cat, crouching, watches a bird? She was sure he was watching, yet not quite sure. Turning sharply she fixed brave blue eyes on his face, but immediately he looked away. He was not watching her, he was occupied with his own dark and brooding fancies.