Wastralls: A NovelDawson Scott, C. A. (Catharine Amy)
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Wastralls: A Novel
Dawson Scott, C. A. (Catharine Amy)
Cornwall (England : County) -- Fiction; Farm life -- Fiction; Husband and wife -- Fiction
The light of the fire was reflected in his dark eyes, a spark in the
blackness. He had put the gun back over the door and was sitting
forward, his gaze on the burning wood. "I didn’t want nothing but my
own," he said with unalterable conviction. "I’d a right to Wastralls
and ’twas just your oogliness denyin’ me of it."
Sabina smiled. How foolish he was, how unreasonable! Just a big child.
"Did you marry me," she inquired, thinking to clinch the matter and her
voice was the voice of one who makes allowance for a boyish fancy—"did
you marry me or the land?"
For a moment he did not answer, then the truth which he had lived for
twenty years, forced its way out. "I married ’ee for the land," he said
quietly.
But Sabina had her memories. Let him say what he would she could not
doubt his young sincerity.
"And now," he added, "now I wish I ’adn’t."
Ah, that was it—’now.’ She had been loved. She could recall the days
of courtship, the first years of their union, sweet words, little tender
deeds, the potpourri of rose-leaves that a woman hoards. He had courted
her for more than the land and, though he denied it, he could not shake
her faith. The past was hers and, because it was dead, it would be
always hers.
"You wish that I was gone?" she said. He had loved her once, now he
fancied that he loved Gray. It was only a fancy and would pass. The
past was hers and the future would be, but the present? Sabina had
always lived in the present and it was the present which had betrayed
her.
"I wish we was never married, I wish you," he hesitated for a word, "I
wish you would let me go."
She had been clearing the table. Her hands worked in the familiar way.
She collected cruet, knives, forks and put them in the appointed places,
but without knowing that she had lifted a finger. "You wish I would let
you go?" she said incredulously. "You don’t mean what you say,
Leadville. I’m sure you don’t. You’m vexed now, you’ve ’ad things to
try you to-day and you don’t know what you’m sayin’ of; you’ll be better
in the mornin’." She had not been able to let his words pass without a
protest, the protest of a still hopeful heart. Surely he would deny
them.
"I wish," he affirmed heavily, "you would let me go."
The difficult tears rose to her eyes and her chin trembled. "My dear,"
she said and her stable law-abiding spirit was behind the words, "you
knaw we’m married. It’s a funny thing after all these years you want to
be let go."
But he persisted. "If I was to clear out of this..."
"Go—go away?" she stammered, as if his previous words had been a
meaningless ejaculation. "Go right away? Whatever for?"
"I bin ’ere all these years and I ’aven’t been ’appy. A man want a
little ’appiness in’s life."
"Oh, Leadville, don’t say such things. I’ve done my best to make you
’appy and comfortable."
"You couldn’t do it," he said and added with finality, "you wasn’t the
right one."
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