Wastralls: A NovelDawson Scott, C. A. (Catharine Amy)
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Wastralls: A Novel
Dawson Scott, C. A. (Catharine Amy)
Cornwall (England : County) -- Fiction; Farm life -- Fiction; Husband and wife -- Fiction
A board, in which were bolt-holes, which had indeed been part of a ship
wrecked long ago, creaked loudly, startling the watcher. With whirring
note the old clock had told the hour, once, twice, but he had not marked
it. He had been like one turned to stone. In him only one tract of
consciousness had burned with life and this glow, fierce and steady,
burned in the innermost place, in the darkness and silence that are
beyond thought. Recalled to the surface, the man became conscious of
numb limbs and an aching back. He stretched himself, a little and very
cautiously. He was not anxious to draw attention to himself. With the
same caution he put another log on the sinking fire. He had been
waiting, for what he hardly knew; but the dream, the old secret dream to
which his clumsy hands had given form and substance, was rising through
the blackness and the silence, changing into a fact. As he leaned back
in the Windsor chair, he was being shown a picture, a picture from
which, if he could, he would have turned his eyes. He was looking into
the big shadowy justice-room at the end of the passage, the room in
which Sabina lay.
He saw the grey walls, the little old windows curtained with white
dimity and the four-poster which, for so long, had been the bed of
bridal and of birth, the death-bed of a family. In it Old Squire had
lain him down to sleep and then to die. In it his childless descendant
was drawing her last breaths. Her last breaths! Byron saw them coming
slowly, a mist on the cold air, more slowly and then no mist. Sabina
was about to die. Die? He said the word softly to himself. His wife,
the woman at whose side he had lived for so many years, was about to
die. He shook his head over the word as something of which the meaning
escaped him, which was portentous, which stirred him in a dim elemental
way, but which he could not grasp. Sleep he could understand. Sabina
asleep was something he had often seen. A healthy creature, once she
had shut her eyes, she did not stir till morning. He was different,
found it difficult to lose himself, slept lightly as a cat and dreamed.
Day-dreams and night-dreams, he had lived in dreams; but Sabina...
She was asleep now. She was sleeping dreamlessly and from this empty
sleep she would not rouse. Daylight would broaden in the east, the
farmyard stir with life, and feet would come and go in the house. Do
what they might, however, she would not waken. He frowned, knitting his
brows over the to-morrow which was about to dawn, the to-morrow in which
Sabina had no part. That she who was so vigorously alive should thus
have been wiped out, that she should have gone, not for a little time
but for ever, was unthinkable and yet...
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