Guardian and ward -- Fiction; Love stories; Mate selection -- Fiction
The good lady who enjoyed the sinecure of being mother-in-law to Mrs.
Keith passed on that especial Sunday an exceptionally dull evening.
Her son’s widow was oppressed and preoccupied, and took an early
leave. Mrs. Keith’s first question on reaching home was as to
whether Nora had left her room. On learning that she had quitted the
house alone, after dark, Mrs. Keith made her way, stirred by vague
conjecture, to the empty chamber, where, of course, she speedily laid
her hands on those two testamentary notes to which allusion has been
made. In a moment she had read the one addressed to herself.
Perturbed as she was, she yet could not repress an impulse of
intelligent applause. “Ah, how character plays the cards!” she
mused. “How a good girl’s very errors set her off!” If Roger longed
for Nora to-day, who could measure the morrow’s longing? He might
enjoy, however, without waiting for the morrow, this refinement of
desire. In spite of the late hour, Mrs. Keith repaired to his abode,
armed with the other letter, deeming this, at such a moment, a more
gracious course than to send for him. The letter Roger found to be
brief but pregnant. “Dear Roger,” it ran, “I learned this afternoon
the secret of all these years,—too late for our happiness. I have
been strangely blind; you have been too forbearing,—generous where
you should have been strictly just. I never dreamed of what this day
would bring. Now, I must leave you; I can do nothing else. This is
no time to thank you for what you have been to me, but I shall live
to do so yet. Dear Roger, get married, and send me your children to
teach. I shall live by teaching. I have a family, you know; I go to
New York to-night. I write this on my knees, imploring you to be
happy. One of these days, when I have learned to be myself again, we
shall be better friends than ever. I beg you, I beg you, not to
follow me.”
Mrs. Keith sat a long time with her host. For the first time in her
knowledge of him she saw Roger violent,—violent with horror and
self-censure and vain imprecation. “Take her at her word,” she said;
“don’t follow her. Let her knock against the world a little, and she
will have you yet.”
This philosophy seemed to Roger too stoical by half; to sit at home
and let Nora knock against the world was more than he could
undertake. “Whether she will have me or not,” he said, “I must bring
her back. I am morally responsible for her. Good God! think of her
afloat in that horrible city with that rascal of a half-cousin—her
‘family’ she calls him!—for a pilot!” He took, of course, the first
train to New York. How to proceed, where to look, was a hard
question; but to linger and waver was agony. He was haunted, as he
went, with dreadful visions of what might have befallen her; it
seemed to him that he had never loved her before.
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