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church services of the morrow. Last in the line stood this
announcement: “At the —— —— Church, the Rev. Hubert Lawrence, at
eight o’clock.” It gave her a gentle shock; it destroyed the vision
of his coming in and their having, under the lamp, by the fire, the
serious counterpart of their frolicsome _tête-à-tête_ in the
carriage. She longed to show him that she was not a giggling child,
but a wise young lady. But no; in a dimly-crowded church, before a
hundred eyes, he was speaking of divine things. How did he look in
the pulpit? If she could only see him! And why not? She looked at
her watch; it lacked ten minutes to eight. She made no pause to
reflect; she only felt that she must hurry. She rang the bell and
ordered a carriage, and then, hastening to her room, put on her shawl
and bonnet,—the blue crape bonnet of the concert. In a few moments
she was on her way to the church. When she reached it, her heart was
beating fast; she was on the point of turning back. But the coachman
opened the carriage door with such a flourish that she was ashamed
not to get out. She was late; the church was full, the service had
gone forward, the sermon was about to begin. The sexton with great
solemnity conducted her up the aisle to a pew directly beneath the
pulpit. She bent her eyes on the ground, but she knew that there was
a deep expectant silence, and that Hubert was upright before the desk
looking at her. She sat down beside a very grim-visaged old lady
with bushy eyebrows, who stared at her so hard, that to hide her
confusion she buried her head and prolonged her prayer; upon which
the old lady seemed to stare more intently, as if she thought her
very pretentious. When she raised her head, Hubert had begun to
speak; he was looking above her and beyond her, and during the sermon
his level glance never met her own. Of what did he speak and what
was the moral of his discourse? Nora could not have told you; yet
not a soul in the audience, not all those listening souls together,
were more devoutly attentive than she. But it was not on what he
said, but on what he was, or seemed to be, that her perception was
centred. Hubert Lawrence had an excellent gift of oratory. His
voice was full of penetrating sweetness, and, modulated with infinite
art, it sank with a silvery cadence. His speech was silver, though I
doubt whether his silence was ever golden. His utterance seemed to
Nora the perfection of eloquence. She thought of her uplifted
feeling in the morning, in the incense-thickened air of the Catholic
church; but what a straighter flight to heaven was this! Hubert’s
week-day face was a summer cloud, with a lining of celestial
brightness. Now, how the divine truth overlapped its relenting edges
and seemed to transform it into a dazzling focus of light! He spoke
for half an hour, but Nora took no note of time. As the service drew
to a close, he gave her from the pulpit a rapid glance, which she
interpreted as a request to remain.
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