Guardian and ward -- Fiction; Love stories; Mate selection -- Fiction
“I hardly know, dearest Roger, whether to begin with an apology or a
scolding. We have each something to forgive, but you have certainly
least. I have before me your two poor little notes, which I have
been reading over for the twentieth time; trying, in this city of
miracles, to work upon them the miracle of the loaves and fishes.
But the miracle won’t come; they remain only two very much bethumbed
epistles. Dear Roger, I have been extremely vexed and uneasy. I
have fancied you were ill, or, worse,—that out of sight is out of
mind. It is not with me, I assure you. I have written you _twelve_
little letters. They have been short only because I have been
horribly busy. To-day I declined an invitation to drive on the
Campagna, on purpose to write to you. The Campagna,—do you hear? I
can hardly believe that, five months ago, I was watching the ripe
apples drop in the orchard at C——. We are always on our second
floor on the Pincian, with plenty of sun, which you know is the great
necessity here. Close at hand are the great steps of the Piazza di
Spagna, where the beggars and models sit at the receipt of custom.
Some of them are so handsome, sunning themselves there in their
picturesqueness, that I cannot help wishing I knew how to paint or
draw. I wish I had been a good girl three years ago and done as you
wished, and taken drawing-lessons in earnest. Dear Roger, I never
neglected your advice but to my cost. Mrs. Keith is extremely kind,
and determined I shall have not come abroad to ‘mope,’ as she says.
She does not care much for sight-seeing, having done it all before;
though she keeps pretty well _au courant_ of the various church
festivals. She very often talks of you, and is very fond of you.
She is full of good points, but that is her best one. My own
sight-seeing habits do not at all incommode her, owing to my having
made the acquaintance of a little old German lady who lives at the
top of our house. She is a queer wizened oddity of a woman, but she
is very clever and friendly, and she has the things of Rome on her
fingers’ ends. The reason of her being here is very sad and
beautiful. Twelve years ago her younger sister, a beautiful girl
(she has shown me her miniature), was deceived and abandoned by her
betrothed. She fled away from her home, and after many weary
wanderings found her way to Rome, and gained admission to the convent
with the dreadful name,—the Sepolte Vive. Here, ever since, she has
been immured. The inmates are literally buried alive; they are dead
to the outer world. My poor little Mademoiselle Stamm followed her
and took up her dwelling here, to be near her. But they have a dead
stone wall between them. For twelve years she has never seen her.
Her only communication with Lisa—her conventual name she doesn’t
even know—is once a week to deposit a bouquet of flowers, with her
name attached, in the little blind wicket of the convent wall. To do
this with her own hands, she lives in Rome.
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