Guardian and ward -- Fiction; Love stories; Mate selection -- Fiction
Alas, I am only a convert to worldly vanities, which I
confess I vastly enjoy. Dear Roger, I am hopelessly frivolous. The
shrinking diffidence of childhood I have utterly cast away. I speak
up at people as bold as brass. I like having them introduced to me,
and having to be interested and interesting at a moment’s notice. I
like listening and watching; I like sitting up to the small hours; I
like talking myself. But I need hardly to tell you this, at the end
of my ten pages of chatter. I have talked about my own affairs,
because I know they will interest you. Profit by my good example,
and tell me all about yours. Do you miss me? I have read over and
over your two little notes, to find some little hint that you do; but
not a word! I confess I wouldn’t have you too unhappy. I am so glad
to hear you are in town, and not at that dreary, wintry C——. Is
our old C—— life at an end, I wonder? Nothing can ever be the same
after a winter in Rome. Sometimes I am half frightened at having had
it in my youth. It leaves such a chance to be dull afterwards! But
I shall come back some day with you. And not even the Princess X.
shall make me forget my winter seat by the library fire at C——, my
summer seat under the great elm.”
This production seemed to Roger a marvel of intellectual promise and
epistolary grace; it filled his eyes with grateful tears; he carried
it in his pocket-book and read it to a dozen people. His tears,
however, were partly those of penitence, as well as of delight. He
had had a purpose in preserving that silence, which had cost so much
to his good-nature. He wished to make Nora miss him, and to let
silence combine with absence to plead for him. Had he succeeded?
Not too well, it would seem; yet well enough to make him feel that he
had been cruel. His letter occupied him so intensely that it was not
till within an hour of Mrs. Middleton’s dinner that he remembered his
engagement. In the drawing-room he found Miss Sands, looking even
more beautiful in a dark high-necked dress than in the glory of gauze
and flowers. During dinner he was in excellent spirits; he uttered
perhaps no epigrams, but he gave, by his laughter, an epigrammatic
turn to the ladyish gossip of his companions. Mrs. Middleton
entertained the best hopes. When they had left the table she betook
herself to her arm-chair, and erected a little hand-screen before her
face, behind which she slept or not, as you choose. Roger, suddenly
bethinking himself that if Miss Sands had been made a party to the
old lady’s views, his alacrity of manner might compromise him,
checked his vivacity, and asked his companion stiffly if she played
the piano. On her confessing to this accomplishment, he of course
proceeded to open the instrument which stood in the adjoining room.
Here Miss Sands sat down and played with great resolution an
exquisite composition of Schubert. As she struck the last note he
uttered some superlative of praise.
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