Guardian and ward -- Fiction; Love stories; Mate selection -- Fiction
He shook his head with melancholy modesty. “I don’t expect that.
She loves me a little, I hope; but I say nothing to her imagination.
Circumstances are fatally against it. If she falls in love, it will
be with a man as unlike me as possible. Nevertheless, I do hope she
may, without pain, learn to think of me as a husband. I hope,” he
cried, with appealing eyes, “that she may see a certain rough
propriety in it. After all, who can make her such a husband as I? I
am neither handsome, nor clever, nor accomplished, nor celebrated.
She might choose from a dozen men who are. Pretty lovers doubtless
they would make; but, my friend, it’s the _husband_, the husband,
that is the test!” And he beat his clenched hand on his knee. “Do
they know her, have they watched her, as I have done? What are their
months to my years, their vows to my acts? Mrs. Keith!”—and he
grasped her hand as if to call her to witness,—“I undertake to make
her happy. I know what you can say,—that a woman’s happiness is
worth nothing unless imagination lends a hand. Well, even as a
lover, perhaps I am not a hopeless case! And then, I confess, other
things being equal, I would rather Nora should not marry a poor man.”
Mrs. Keith spoke, on this hint. “You are a rich one, then?”
Roger folded up his pocket-handkerchief and patted it out on his
knee, with pregnant hesitation. “Yes, I am rich,—I may call it so.
I am rich!” he repeated with unction. “I can say it at last.” He
paused a moment, and then, with unstudied irony,—“I was not
altogether a pauper when you refused me. Since then, for the last
six years, I have been saving and sparing and counting. My purpose
has sharpened my wits, and fortune, too, has favored me. I have
speculated a little, I have handled stock and turned this and that
about, and now I can offer my wife a very pretty fortune. It has
been going on very quietly; people don’t know it; but Nora, if she
cares to, shall show them!” Mrs. Keith colored and mused; she was
lost in a tardy afterthought. “It seems odd to be talking to you
this way,” Roger went on, exhilarated by this summing-up of his
career. “Do you remember that letter of mine from P——?”
“I did not tear it up in a rage,” she answered. “I came across it
the other day.”
“It was rather odd, my writing it, you know,” Roger confessed. “But
in my sudden desire to register a vow, I needed a friend. I turned
to you as my best friend.” Mrs. Keith acknowledged the honor with a
toss of her head. Had she made a mistake of old? She very soon
decided that Nora should not repeat it. Her hand-shake, as she left
her friend, was generous; it seemed to assure him that he might count
upon her.
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