It was not until he had actually gone that the truth began to dawn upon
her. She saw that Evereld was making an effort at cheerfulness, that her
face when in repose had a quite new expression of wistfulness, and that
all at once she had grown dreamy and absent.
That night, when the mystic hour of “hair brushing” came round, she
could hold her tongue no longer.
“I wish,” she said impetuously, “you wouldn’t shut me out of it all. I
know quite well you are unhappy, though you will play the ostrich and
bury your head in the sand in that English way, supposing that no one
will notice you.”
Evereld laughed at the old mixture of the similes.
“I never heard of an English ostrich,” she said merrily. “If there ever
was one it must long ago have become extinct like the Dodo.”
“Ah, you laugh now,” said Bride, “but you have looked wretched all the
afternoon, and I saw you crying in church.”
Evereld blushed guiltily.
“It was very stupid of me, but I couldn’t help remembering how different
all had been last Sunday evening.”
“When Mr. Denmead was here,” said Bride boldly.
Evereld nodded.
Bride looked straight into her soft blue eyes.
“Well I’m sure I don’t wonder he lost his heart to you, but all the same
I wish he hadn’t.”
“We are not engaged, you know,” said Evereld.
“Oh, it’s just as bad as if you were,” said Bride despondently.
“As bad? What an odd way you have of congratulating me.”
“I don’t congratulate you. I’m very sorry,” said Bride vigorously
brushing her dark hair. “Why should he come disturbing us just when our
life is beginning and we were going to have such a good time. You’ll
never be at all the same to me again. It will be as the poem says:
‘One and one, with a shadowy third.’”
“Nonsense,” said Evereld. “It has made me care for you fifty times more
than I did, Bride, and I need you now more than ever. Besides, can’t
you see how different things are for me. You have your home with your
sisters, and the children; and you have brothers often staying with you,
and you are all sure of each other and everything is so happy that I’m
sure I don’t know how you could leave it all just yet. But I have no
real home, and the only one of the Mactavishs I do really like is to be
married in November. Can’t you understand how beautiful it is to really
belong to someone at last?”
“Yes,” said Bride. “It was selfish of me to think first of my own part
of it. And after all perhaps you are right, you may need me still.
Specially when the Mactavishs are horrid. They won’t like your
engagement a bit.”
“No,” replied Evereld quietly. “That is very certain. There are storms
ahead. But I shall know where to turn to. You will always be my friend,
and Mrs. Hereford says I am to come to her in any trouble.”
“Of course, Doreen mothers everybody, she always did, Michael says, even
when she was quite a little girl herself.”
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