WaynfleteColeridge, Christabel R. (Christabel Rose)
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Waynflete
Coleridge, Christabel R. (Christabel Rose)
England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
"Nothing much," interposed Florella. "I told Mr Waynflete about it
last summer."
"Guy knows?"
"Yes; he knows it was nothing of consequence. But of course it was very
foolish of us."
"And very amusing," said Constancy, defiantly.
"I hope the inhabitants of Waynflete were frightened enough to afford
you amusement. In that case, no doubt, it was worth while."
"Oh, amusement is always worth while. I heard you had a most amusing
Christmas at Kirkton. And you go back soon, I believe?"
"I should have gone back, Miss Vyner, if my brother had not been too ill
to spare me. I have explained to my Rilston friends that I am tied to
Ingleby for the present."
Here the Stauntons and Florella struck up the swords of the combatants
by a rush of questions as to their Yorkshire acquaintances, while
Constancy could have bitten out her tongue as she recalled the
commonplace feminine spite of her retort on Godfrey.
"Worse than any Miss Bennet!" she thought, as the discussions of last
summer came back on her memory, and she knew that her sudden confession
had been prompted by the determination to make him notice her at any
cost.
"So, Florella," she said, when the sisters were at home and alone
together, "you needn't have been so angry with me for that bit of frivol
last autumn. You see he has neither broken his heart nor gone to the
ends of the earth, and given up Waynflete to Guy. He has got engaged to
Jeanie--and her money."
"You heard him say that his brother wanted him," said Florella, after a
moment. "How could he go away?"
"Poor Guy!" said Cosy. "He is a nice fellow. I hope he won't die of
his heart complaint! But Flo, speak out! What would you have done if
you had had such a letter? I couldn't tell him I liked him--when--when
I didn't mean to."
"I think you do," said Florella, "whether you mean to or not. But you
might have helped the best side of him to make amends for what he had
done. You left him all to himself."
"Well," said Cosy, after a half-offended pause, "if I _am_ a fool, at
least I have the sense to know it."
She threw herself into a chair by the fire, and sat staring into the
blaze with her chin on her hands. She, brilliant, admired, successful,
had done a small and a stupid thing, and her pride was stung by the
knowledge. The sleeping soul began to stir within her. Life had been
to her like the music described by hearsay--a sound without a tune. Her
clever mind had dealt with words and signs, while the undeveloped and
childish spirit had never realised their meaning. If Godfrey, as she
had sometimes called him, had been "only a great boy," poor Cosy herself
was still but a great girl, and a selfish girl too, shrinking from the
disturbance of passionate emotion.
In such a form she experienced the "conviction of sin," and the change
in her mental outlook was so great that it might well be called a
conversion, as conversions come to such as she.
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