WaynfleteColeridge, Christabel R. (Christabel Rose)
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Waynflete
Coleridge, Christabel R. (Christabel Rose)
England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
"I believe," said Guy, choosing his words carefully, "that I have gone
through experiences, not new in our family, and to which our
constitutions make us liable. It's an unusual kind of thing, but there
are other cases on record. As to what agency causes these delusions and
visions--I use both words advisedly--I am not prepared to say. As to
the Waynflete traditions, it is my belief that there is some connection
between these experiences and the place where they occur, and the people
to whom they happen, somehow, where nerves and Spirit and the hidden
forces of Nature meet. I know no more, and I don't think they'll fall
to your share."
The definite words, the composed manner steadied Godfrey's spirit. He
had felt the brush of the unseen wings, and he was able to recognise
what Guy meant.
"There is something more," said Guy. "It is under these forms of
experience that _I_ have had to resist temptation. Temptation is common
to man, but some of us are made so as to _know_ when it tears soul and
spirit--yes, and body, asunder. But it's just as hard, no doubt, for
other people to keep their heads above water as for me. But," he paused
and hesitated; then went on in still quieter tones, "whatever men, in
all ages and all places, have meant by spiritual experience, what they
meant when they said that they were `tempted of the devil,' that I have
known, and I know. And I know, also, what they meant when they said
that the Lord had delivered them out of his hands. And I thank God for
the knowledge, even if it came by fire! Remember that! But as for you,
the devil, or what he stands for, would give you just as much trouble in
Queensland as here. You're not married to Jeanie yet, nor even engaged
to her. And you promised not to leave me alone with the ghosts."
Guy's manner was so reticent and calm that Godfrey hardly grasped at
once all the force of what he had said. He leant his head on his hands,
and was silent for some minutes. Then he said, not very steadily--
"If I left you now, I should be a deserter. But I nearly did. And you
know what I did do--as to you--and what a fool I was at Christmas. Some
day I shall knock under."
"No, you won't," said Guy; "you'll stick to your colours. You'll stand
by me."
Godfrey nodded; he still sat with hidden face. Guy laid a hand on his
shoulder.
"Poor old lad!" he said. "I'd rather fight seven devils, more wicked
than the first, than have my angel fail me! But, Godfrey, stick to
this. Never mind _what_ the fate or the curse may be. We have to fight
it, and, God helping us, we _can_. And I've no reason to suppose that
the fight would be over, even if we had cut our throats, and been--
gathered to our fathers. If it were, it would be a dirty trick to turn
tail and leave the fiends--or the bailiffs--in possession at Waynflete."
Poor Godfrey looked hardly reassured by this suggestive speech; but
suddenly Guy's face softened, and he said, pleadingly--
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