WaynfleteColeridge, Christabel R. (Christabel Rose)
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Waynflete
Coleridge, Christabel R. (Christabel Rose)
England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
At first Guy wished for no more. He did not try to draw Florella more
closely into his inner life, she made the outer one so fair. It was
delightful to see her cut cake and pour out tea, to hear her chat to her
aunt, or play with Rawdie, and when, at Mr Clifton's suggestion, she
undertook some little kindnesses to a few old women, a little notice of
some rough girls, when she put her hand to the help of Waynflete, it
seemed to Guy in truth like the descent of an angel.
A sweet and natural magic drowned the dark hues of his soul in rainbow
tints. From the moment when he knew himself to love her, his inward
appeal to her paused. So far as he knew, he had been to her but a soul
in distress, and now he had a foolish, pathetic impulse to come to her
in sunshine and flowers, to please her fancy, not to move her pity. So
surely, he might touch her heart, just touch it--one day he might
perhaps win it outright.
And she? She never "saw" his thoughts now; how could she, when the
sight of his face blotted them out? She did not even get on very fast
with painting his periwinkles. One little word about his trouble would
have been sweeter to her than the bluest of blue flowers; the very word
he was so careful not to speak.
For his blissful content did not last very long. Surface intercourse,
however sweet, could not long be sufficient for him. He could not come
to her as any other wooer might have done, and, if he could, he would
not. He never swerved from his conviction, that until he was free from
every trace of his strange bondage, he must never seek to take her to
himself. "Why, Godfrey had not been able to stand the knowledge of his
secret, should he inflict it upon her?" So he was distant and reserved,
and gave her pain far worse than any that his confidence could have cost
her.
But he himself was full of eager hope; and hope, doubtful of fulfilment,
though a very good thing in its way, is something of a foe to patience.
PART THREE, CHAPTER SIX.
HOPES AND FEARS.
But Art is impersonal. Downy palms and snown blackthorn may be offered
to an artist as subjects for a sketch, just as well as if they would not
also serve as tokens of love and hope. As Guy, one sunny morning,
followed the path that all through Flete Dale led along by the
riverside, he suffered no bud or blossom that indicated the coming of
his tardy northern spring to escape him. As he gathered and combined
them, it struck him that the glory of them was in the relief of their
delicate tints and airy forms in the cold spring sunshine, against the
pale spring sky, and that the thing would be to show them to Florella
where they grew.
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