WaynfleteColeridge, Christabel R. (Christabel Rose)
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Waynflete
Coleridge, Christabel R. (Christabel Rose)
England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
"I think I have been wrong," he said. "I wanted you to forget what you
had done for me, for fear the least influence from which you have saved
me should breathe on your spirit. But you ought to know that you have
saved me. You _have_ led me to that saving Presence of which you spoke.
Whatever may come, whatever it may cost, yet the snare is broken, and I
_am_ delivered."
She looked at him without a word.
He went on in the same steady, controlled tones. "Now you see there's
another. Will you help that poor lad through the next hour, I think
he'll be hard pressed? Good-bye, he shall come to his mother. He
shan't be _too late_." He took her hands, and bent as if to kiss them.
A little sob broke from her, and in a moment the kiss was on her lips.
He was gone before the blood had time to burn up in her cheek, and she
broke into a passion of tears, while formless and awful, all the terror
that he might be going to meet, rushed over her spirit. She felt
helpless, powerless, certain of evil. Her soul was full of mist and
cloud. All she could do was, like a child, to follow his behest, and
pray for Jem.
Guy, thrilled with a new and high excitement, put up his horse, and with
Rawdie still at his heels, pursued his way towards the Dragon, intending
to call Jem away from its enticing attractions, and to escort him over
the old footbridge back to his mother. A simple thing to do, but he had
only crossed that bridge once before.
The hot bright sunlight had thickened into a thundery mist, and the
light rapidly faded. Guy was not tired now, he walked easily enough,
nor did any perplexing thoughts beset him. He saw--no more than usual.
He felt no inward horror. But upon his rapturous mood there fell as
strong a conviction that he was going to dare his fate as if he had gone
to pick up a bomb of dynamite. He felt as if the very air was a
resisting force as he pushed on through it. He went on, and a deep
sadness came upon him, and all in a moment, as he came to the top of the
hollow, he knew that it was the expectation of death. He stopped and
looked down into the mist. He could not see across the valley, and he
could not see across that expectation. He could not think of any
definite danger. He stood still with his eyes on the ground; upon the
mist the spectral shape that went before him, showed out sharp and
clear. Words came into his mind. "Fear not him that can kill the
body." But "_the body_" meant life and work, and love and joy. It
meant Florella. Perhaps his body was the price that had to be paid for
his soul. And when the end was past? What did death mean? When the
spirit was free from the flesh, would the spiritual foes be gone? Or
would the last veil be withdrawn from their terrible faces? What would
await him in the world where the other Guy had gone before?
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