WaynfleteColeridge, Christabel R. (Christabel Rose)
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Waynflete
Coleridge, Christabel R. (Christabel Rose)
England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
People often know their own condition much better than is supposed, or,
than others do, and Mrs Waynflete knew as well as any doctor could have
told her that her hour was coming. She was very glad that no one else
appeared to suspect the fact. She did not like sympathy, and even yet
she did not feel herself to require support. But she thought much
within herself. Those two wills lay heavy on her mind, and so did Guy's
criticisms on the management of the mills. She hated to acknowledge as
much; but she was really too clever and too experienced a woman not to
know that there was more than a possibility of his being right. She had
known too much of the books and accounts in past days not to know that
of late she had not known them so well. Moreover, her first distaste to
Waynflete continued. She did not get accustomed to the bed that she had
to sleep in, nor to the chair she had to sit on. She scorned the young
vicar, Mr Clifton. She even felt that she would have liked to have a
talk with old Mr Whitman of Ingleby, and perhaps let him read her a
chapter, though she never had consulted him in her life on any matter,
spiritual or temporal. And on one point, in these autumn days, spent in
this unfamiliar ancestral home, she changed her mind. She had always
meant to be buried at Waynflete, though she had never chosen to live
there; but, now, she resolved that she would lie by her husband's side,
in Ingleby churchyard. All her life had been spent at Ingleby; she had
been born there, in the poor farmhouse which she had so despised. "The
lads," the male heirs, her brother's descendants, might make their
graves among the old Waynfletes if they liked. As she had dimly felt at
first, the object of a life's labour is not so dear as the labour
itself; and whenever the charms of Waynflete were discussed, Margaret
felt that she was an Ingleby woman. She was as constant to the facts of
her life as she had been to the idea that had dominated it.
Under the influence of these feelings, she one day sat down, and wrote
to Guy a note in which she told more of the truth than she had admitted
to those living in the house with her.
"Waynflete Hall.
"My dear Guy,--
"I took your remarks as to the management of the business very much
amiss, as it has always been my way to follow my own judgment, not
finding that of other people any improvement on it. But I perceive
that it is your right to have your say, and I wish to hear it. I am
an old woman, and I shall not have my hand on things much longer. I
feel my time is coming, and I would not wish to leave injustice behind
me. So I desire that you come over here at once without delay, and
put before me what you have got to say, and satisfy my mind on the
points that lie between us. Besides, my dear, I wish to have you both
here with me.
"Your loving aunt,--
"Margaret Waynflete."
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