"How funny! A purely childish question. You tell something to
children, come to the very end, yet they will invariably ask you,
'what further?' and 'what for?'"
"Children are the only courageous philosophers. And courageous
philosophers are invariably children. One ought always to ask like
children, 'what further'?"
"Nothing further! Period. In the whole world evenly, everywhere,
there is distributed...."
"Ah, 'evenly!' 'Everywhere!' That is the point, entropy!
Psychological entropy. Don't you as a mathematician know that only
differences (only differences!), in temperature, only thermic
contrasts make for life? And if all over the world there are evenly
warm or evenly cold bodies, they must be pushed off! ... in order
to get flame, explosions! And we shall push!..."
"But I-330, please realize that our ancestors during the Two Hundred
Years' War did exactly that!"
"Oh, they were right! A thousand times right! They did one wrong
thing, however; later they began to believe that they were the _last
number_, a number that does not exist in nature. Their mistake was
the mistake of Galileo; he was right in that the earth revolves
about the sun but he did not know that our whole solar system
revolves about some other centre, he did not know that the real (not
relative) orbit of the earth is not a naive circle."
"And you, the Mephi?"
"We? For the time being we know that there is no _last_ number. We
may forget that some day. Of course, we shall certainly forget it
when we grow old, as everything inevitably grows old. Then we shall
inevitably fall like autumn leaves from the trees, like you the
day-after-tomorrow.... No, no dear, not you personally. You are with
us, are you not? You are with us?"
Flaming, stormy, sparkling! I never before had seen her in such a
state. She embraced me with her whole self; I disappeared.
Her last word, looking steadily, deeply into my eyes:
"Then, do not forget: at twelve o'clock sharp."
And I answered:
"Yes, I remember."
She left. I was alone amidst a rebellious, multi-voiced commotion of
blue, red, green, saffron-yellow and orange....
Yes, at twelve!... Suddenly a feeling of something foreign on
my face, of something implanted, that could not be brushed off.
Suddenly, yesterday morning, and U- and all she shouted into the
face of I-330! Why, how absurd!
I hastened to get out of the house and home, home! Somewhere behind
me I heard the chattering of birds beyond the Wall. And ahead of me
in the setting sun the balls of cupolas made of red, crystallized
fire, enormous flaming cubes--houses, and the sharp point of the
Accumulating Tower high in the sky like a paralyzed streak of
lightning. And all this, all this impeccable, most geometric beauty,
shall I, I myself, with my hands...? Is there no way out? No path?
No trail?
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