She was at the very table at which I am now writing. Those ten or fifteen minutes are already behind me, cruelly twisted into a very firm spring. Yet it seems to me that the door closed after her only a second ago and that I could still overtake her and grasp her hand,--and that she might laugh out and say.... I-330 was at the table. I rushed towards her. "You? You! I have been.... I saw your room.... I thought you...." But midway I hurt myself upon the sharp, motionless spears of her eyelashes and I stopped. I remembered: she looked at me in the same way before,--in the _Integral_. It was urgent to tell her everything in one second and in such a way that she should believe--or she would never.... "Listen, I-330, I must.... I must ... everything! No, no, one moment--let me have a glass of water first." My mouth was as dry as though it were lined with blotting paper. I poured a glass of water but I could not.... I put the glass back upon the table, and with both hands firmly grasped the carafe. Now I noticed that the blue smoke was from a cigarette. She brought the cigarette to her lips and with avidity she drew in and swallowed the smoke as I did water; then she said: "Don't. Be silent. Don't you see it matters little? I came anyway. They are waiting for me below.... Do you want these minutes which are our last...?" Abruptly she threw the cigarette on the floor and bent backwards over the side of the chair to reach the button in the wall (it was quite difficult to do so), and I remember how the chair swayed slightly, how two of its legs were lifted. Then the curtains fell. She came close to me and embraced me. Her knees, through her dress, were like a slow, gentle, warm, enveloping and permeating poison.... Suddenly (it happens at times) you plunge into sweet, warm sleep--when all at once, as if something pricks you, you tremble and your eyes are again widely open. So it was now; there on the floor in her room were the pink checks stamped with traces of footsteps, one of them bore the letter F. and some figures.... Plus and minus fused within my mind into one lump.... I could not say even now what sort of a feeling it was but I crushed her so that she cried out with pain.... One more minute out of these ten or fifteen; her head thrown back, lying on the bright white pillow, her eyes half closed, a sharp, sweet line of teeth.... And all this reminded me in an irresistible, absurd, torturing way about something forbidden, something not permissible at that moment. More tenderly, more cruelly, I pressed her to myself, more bright grew the blue traces of my fingers.... She said, without opening her eyes (I noticed this), "They say you went to see the Well-Doer yesterday, is it true?" "Yes." Then her eyes opened widely and with delight I looked at her and saw that her face grew quickly paler and paler, that it effaced itself, disappearing,--only the eyes remained.