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Yet he liked her surprisingly well in this phase. She had been cutting
down his liquor, too. She had been cutting down his extravagances. She
had even achieved the height of denying herself luxuries--one of the
surest and least-trodden short-cuts to a man's heart--a little secret
path he hardly knows himself.
The affair of Zada and Cheever was going the normal course. It had
lost the charm of the wild and wicked--through familiarity; and it was
tending to domestication, as all such moods do if nothing interrupts
them. There are all sorts of endings to such illicit relations: most of
them end with the mutual treachery of two fickle creatures; some of them
end with bitter grief for one or the other or both; some of them end in
crime, or at least disgrace; and some of them finish, with disconcerting
immorality, in an inexcusable respectability.
The improvement in Zada's mind and heart was, curiously, the most
dangerous thing in the world for Cheever. If she had stayed noisy and
promiscuous and bad, he would have tired of her. But she was growing
soft and homey, gentle as ivy, and as hard to tear away or to want to
tear away. After all, marriage is only the formalizing of an instinct
that existed long before--exists in some animals and birds who mate
without formality and stay mated without compulsion.
When Zada and Cheever had escaped from the Ritz-Carlton they took lunch
at another restaurant. Zada was childishly proud of her tact and of
Cheever's appreciation. But afterward, on the way “home”--as she called
what other people called her “lair”--she grew suddenly and deeply
solemn.
“So your wife is with Dyckman again,” she said. “It looks to me like a
sketch.”
Cheever flushed. He hated her slang and he did not accept her
conclusion, but this time he did not forbid her to mention his wife. He
could hardly do that when her tact had saved him and Charity from the
results of their double indiscretion and the shame of amusing that
roomful of gossips.
Zada misunderstood his silence for approval; so she spoke her thoughts
aloud:
“If that He and She business goes on I suppose you'll have to divorce
the lady.”
“Divorce Charity!” Cheever gasped. “Are you dotty?”
That hit Zada pretty hard, but she bore it. She came back by another
door.
“I guess I am--nearly as dotty as she is about Dyckman. First thing you
know she'll be trying to get free herself. What if she asks you for a
divorce?”
“I'd like to see her!”
“You mean you wouldn't give her her freedom?”
“Not in a thousand years.”
He was astounded at the sepulchral woe of Zada's groan. “O Lord, and
I thought--oh--you don't love me at all then! You never really loved
me--really! God help me.”
Cheever wondered what Zada would smash first. He hoped it would not be
the window of the car. He hoped he could get her safely indoors before
the smashing began.
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