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“Ah, what do you care about them? They'd only publish what everybody
that knows you knows already. And what's the diff' if a lot of strangers
find out that you're too decent to tolerate that man's behavior?
Somebody is always roasting even the President, but he gets along
somehow. A lot of good people oppose divorce, but I was reading that the
best people used to oppose anesthetics and education and republics. It's
absolutely no argument against a thing to say that a lot of the best
people think it is outrageous. They've always fought everything,
especially freedom for the women. They said it was dangerous for you to
select your husbands, or manage your property, or learn to read, or go
out to work, or vote, or be in a profession--or even be a war nurse. The
hatred of divorce is all of a piece with the same old habit good people
have of trying to mind other people's business for 'em.”
“But Doctor Mosely says that marriage is a sacrament.”
“Well, if a marriage like yours is a sacrament, give me a nice, decent
white-slave market.”
“That's the way it seems to me, but the Church, especially our Church,
is so ferocious. Doctor Mosely preached a sermon against divorce and
remarriage, and it was frightful what he said about women who change
husbands. I'm afraid of it, Jim. I can't face the abuse and the
newspapers, and I can't face the loneliness, either. I'm desperately
lonely.”
“For him?” Jim groaned.
“No, I've got over loving him. I'll never endure him again, especially
now that she has a better right to him.”
She could not bring herself at first to tell him what she knew of Zada,
but at length she confessed that she had listened to the dictagraph and
had heard that Zada was to be a mother. Dyckman was dumfounded; then he
snarled:
“Thank God it's not you that's going to be--for him--Well, don't you
call that divorce enough? How can you call your marriage a sacrament
when he has gone and made a real sacrament with another woman? It takes
two to keep a sacrament, doesn't it? Or does it? I don't think I know
what a sacrament is. But I tell you, there was never a plainer duty in
the world. Turn him over to his Zada. She's the worst woman in town, and
she's too good for him, at that. I don't see how you can hesitate! How
long can you stand it?”
“I don't know. I'm ready to die now. I'd rather die. I'd better die.”
And once more she was weeping, now merely a lonely little girl. He could
not resist the impulse to go to her side. He dropped down by her and
patted her wrist gawkily. She caught his hand and clenched it with
strange power. He could tell by her throat that her heart was leaping
like a wild bird against a cage.
His own heart beat about his breast like a bird that has been set
frantic by another bird, and his soul ached for her. He yearned to put
his long arm about her and hold her tight, but he could not.
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