New York (State) -- Social life and customs -- Fiction
“What could I do? I was alone in the world, without friends or money
or position. He happened to be at the railroad station. He saw how
frightened I was, and he had loved me for a long time. He begged me
to take mercy on him and on myself, and marry him. He offered me his
protection; he said I should be his wife in name only until I learned to
love him. And I was alone in the world, without friends or money--but I
told you that once, didn't I?”
Dyckman was thinking hard, aching hard. He mumbled, “What became of
him?”
“When he saw that I couldn't love him he took some money I had left from
my earnings and abandoned me. I had a desperate struggle to get
along, and then I got my chance in the moving pictures, and I met you
there--and--learned what love is--too late--too late!”
Dyckman broke in on her lyric grief, “What became of the man you
married?”
“He never came near me till awhile ago. He saw my pictures on the screen
and thought I must be making a big lot of money. He came here and tried
to sneak back into my good graces. He even tried to kiss me, and I
nearly tore his eyes out.”
“Why?” Jim asked.
“Because I belong to nobody but you--at least, I did belong to nobody
but you. But now you won't want me any more. I don't blame you for
hating me. I hate myself. I've deceived you, and you'll never believe me
again, or love me, or anything.”
She wept ardently, for she was appalled by the magnitude of her
deception, now that it stood exposed. She had no idea of the magnitude
of Dyckman's chivalry. She slipped to the floor and laid her head on his
knee.
It was Dyckman's nature to respond at once to any appeal to his sympathy
or his courtesy. Automatically his heart warmed toward human distress.
He felt a deeper interest in Kedzie than before, because she threw
herself on his mercy as never before. His hand went out to her head and
fell upon her hair with a kind of apostolic benediction. He poured, as
it were, an ointment of absolution and acceptance upon her curls.
She felt in his very fingers so much reassurance that she was encouraged
to unburden herself altogether of her hoard of secrets.
“There's one more awful thing you'll never forgive me for, Jim. I want
to tell you that, and then you'll know all the worst of me. My father
and mother came to town to-day, and--and that was my mother who said she
was the janitor's wife.”
“Why did she do that?” said Jim.
“I had been telling them how much I loved you, and poor dear mother was
afraid you might be scared away if you knew how poor my people are.”
“What kind of a ghastly snob do they take me for?” Jim growled.
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