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Mrs. Dyckman groped for it and took it back. “Don't be vexed. Or if you
must be, pout as you used to. You mustn't grow hard, my child. Your type
of beauty doesn't improve with cynicism. You must think sweet thoughts
or simply be petulant when you're angry. Don't grow hard! If nothing
else will move you let me appeal to your pride. You are traveling with
a hard crowd, a cruel pack, Miss Bettany's pack, and a silly lot of men
like Jake Vanderveer. And you mustn't, my child. You just mustn't get
hard and brazen. Couldn't you give up Miss Bettany? She's an absolutely
unprincipled creature. She's bad, and you must know it. Don't you?”
Kedzie could not answer, or would not. Mrs. Dyckman's voice grew
poignant.
“I've lived so long and seen so much unhappiness. There is so much
tragedy across the water. My poor daughter has had a cable that her
husband's brother has been killed in France. Her husband has been
wounded; she is sailing back. So many men, so many, many men are dying.
The machine-guns go like scythes all day long, and the poor fellows lie
out there in the shrapnel rain--Oh, it is unbelievable. And Europe's
women are undergoing such endless sorrow; every day over there the lists
contain so many names. So many of Cicely's friends have perished. Life
never was so full of sorrow, my dear, but it is such a noble sorrow that
it seems as if nobody, had any right to any other kind of sorrow.
“You are young, dear child. You are lonely and restless; but you don't
realize how loathsome it is to other people to see such recklessness
going on over here while such lofty souls are going to death in droves
over there. The sorrow you will bring on yourself and all of us, and
on poor Jim, will be such a hateful sorrow, my dear, such an unworthy
grief!”
Kedzie choked, and mumbled, “I don't think I know what you mean.”
Mrs. Dyckman petted her hand: “I don't think you do. I hope not. But
take an old woman's word for it, be--be Caesar's wife?”
“Caesar's wife?” Kedzie puzzled. “What did she do?”
“It was what she didn't do. Well, I haven't the strength--or the right,
perhaps--to tell you any more. Yes, I will. I must say this much. You
are the subject of very widespread criticism, and Jim is being pitied.”
“Me criticized? Jim pitied? Why? For what?”
“For the things you do, my dear, the places you go, and the hours you
keep--and the friends you keep.”
“That's disgusting!” Kedzie snarled. “The long-tongued gossips! They
ought to be ashamed of themselves.”
Mrs. Dyckman's fever began to mount. She dropped Kedzie's hand and
tugged at the coverlet.
“You'd better go, my dear. I apologize. It's useless! When did age ever
gain anything by warning youth? I'm an old fool, and you're a young one.
And nothing will stop your ambition to run through life to the end of it
and get all you can out of it.”
Kedzie felt dismissed and rose in bewildered anger. Mrs. Dyckman heaved
herself to one elbow and pointed her finger at Kedzie.
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