“Now, I suppose if you were in my case you would pray,” said Erica,
raising her eyes to Charles Osmond. “It must be a relief, but yet, when
you come to analyze it, it is most illogical a fearful waste of time. If
there is a God who works by fixed laws, and who sees the whole maze of
every one's life before hand, then the particular time and manner of my
father's death must be already appointed, and no prayer of mine that
he may come safely through this afternoon's danger can be of the least
avail. Besides, if a God could be turned round from His original purpose
by human wills and much speaking, I hardly think He would be worth
believing in.”
“You are taking the lowest view of prayer mere petition; but even
that, I think, is set on its right footing as soon as we grasp the true
conception of the ideal father. Do you mean to say that, because your
father's rules were unwavering and his day's work marked out beforehand,
he did not like you to come to him when you were a little child,
with all your wishes and longings and requests, even though they were
sometimes childish and often impossible to gratify? Would he have been
better pleased if you had shut up everything in your own heart, and
never of your own accord told him anything about your babyish plans and
wants?”
“Still, prayer seems to me a waste of time,” said Erica.
“What! If it brings you a talk with your Father? If it is a relief to
you and a pleasure because a sign of trust and love to Him? But in one
way I entirely agree with you, unless it is spontaneous it is not only
useless but harmful. Imagine a child forced to talk to its father. And
this seems to me the truest defense of prayer; to the 'natural man'
it always will seem foolishness, to the 'spiritual man' to one who has
recognized the All-Father it is the absolute necessity of life. And
I think by degrees one passes from eager petition for personal and
physical good things into the truer and more Christlike spirit of
prayer. 'These are my fears, these are my wishes, but not my will but
Thine be done.' Shakespeare had got hold of a grand truth, it seems to
me, when he said:
“'So find we profit by losing of our prayers.'”
“And yet your ideal man distinctly said: 'Ask and ye shall receive'”
said Erica. “There are no limitations. For aught we know, some
pig-headed fanatic may be at this moment praying that God in His mercy
would rid the earth of that most dangerous man, Luke Raeburn; while
I might be of course I am not, but it is conceivable that I might be
praying for his safety. Both of us might claim the same promise, 'Ask
and ye shall receive.'”
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