To attempt even to shadow forth Erica's growth during the next year
would be worse than presumptuous. As to her outward life it was not
greatly changed, only intensified. October always began their busiest
six months. There was the night school at which she was able to work
again indefatigably. There were lectures to be attended. Above all there
was an ever-increasing amount of work to be done for her father. In all
the positive and constructive side of secularism, in all the efforts
made by it to better humanity, she took an enthusiastic share. Naturally
she did not see so much of Charles Osmond now that she was strong again.
In the press of business, in the hard, every-day life there was little
time for discussion. They met frequently, but never for one of their
long tete-a-tetes. Perhaps Erica purposely avoided them. She was
strangely different now from the little impetuous girl who had come to
his study years ago, trembling with anger at the lady superintendent's
insult. Insults had since then, alas, become so familiar to her, that
she had acquired a sort of patient dignity of endurance, infinitely sad
to watch in such a young girl.
One morning in early June, just a year after the memorable Hyde Park
meeting, Charles Osmond happened to be returning from the death bed of
one of his parishioners when, at the corner of Guilford Square, he met
Erica. It might have been in part the contrast with the sad and painful
scene he had just quitted, but he thought she had never before looked so
beautiful. Her face seemed to have taken to itself the freshness and the
glow of the summer morning.
“You are early abroad,” he said, feeling older and grayer and more tired
than ever as he paused to speak to her.
“I am off to the museum to read,” she said, “I like to get there by
nine, then you don't have to wait such an age for your books; I can't
bear waiting.”
“What are you at work upon now?”
“Oh, today for the last time I am going to hunt up particulars about
Livingstone. Hazeldine was very anxious that a series of papers on his
life should be written for our people. What a grand fellow he was!”
“I heard a characteristic anecdote of him the other day,” said Charles
Osmond. “He was walking beside one of the African lakes which he had
discovered, when suddenly there dawned on him a new meaning to long
familiar words: 'The blood of Christ,' he exclaimed. 'That must be
Charity! The blood of Christ that must be Charity!' A beautiful thought,
too seldom practically taught.”
Erica looked grave.
“Characteristic, certainly, of his broad-heartedness, but I don't think
that anecdote will do for the readers of the 'Idol-Breaker.'” Then,
looking up at Charles Osmond, she added in a rather lower tone: “Do
you know, I had no idea when I began what a difficult task I had got. I
thought in such an active life as that there would be little difficulty
in keeping the religious part away from the secular, but it is wonderful
how Livingstone contrives to mix them up.”
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