And the years passed on, and every year deepened and strengthened their
love. And by slow degrees he had watched the development of her mind;
had gloried in her quick perception, had learned to come to her for a
second opinion every now and then; had felt proud of her common sense,
her thoughtful judgments; had delighted in her enthusiastic, loving
help. All this was ended now. Strange that, just as he hoped most from
her, she should fail him! It was a repetition of his own early history
exactly reversed. His thoughts went back to his father's study in
the old Scottish parsonage. He remembered a long, fierce argument; he
remembered a storm of abusive anger, and a furious dismissal from the
house. The old pain came back to him vividly.
“And she loves me fifty thousand times more than I ever loved my
father,” he reflected. “And, though I was not abusive, I was hard on
her. And, however mistaken, she was very brave, very honest. Oh, I was
cruel to her harsh, and hateful! My little child! My poor little child!
It shall not it cannot divide us. I am hers, and she is mine nothing can
ever alter that.”
He turned and went back into the room. Never had he looked grander
than at that minute; this man who could hold thousands in breathless
attention this man who was more passionately loved by his friends, more
passionately hated by his enemies than almost any man in England! He was
just the ideal father.
Erica had not stirred, she was leaning back in her chair, looking very
still and white. He came close to her.
“Little son Eric!” he said, with a whole world of love in his tone.
She sprang up and wreathed her arms round his neck.
By and by, they began to talk in low tones, to map out and piece
together as well as they could the future life, which was inevitably
severed from the past by a deep gulf. They spoke of the work which they
could still share, of the interests they should still have in common. It
was very sad work for Erica infinitely sadder for Raeburn; but they were
both of them brave and noble souls, and they loved each other, and so
could get above the sadness. One thing they both agreed upon. They would
never argue about their opinions. They would, as far as possible, avoid
any allusion to the grave differences that lay between them.
Late in the afternoon, a little group of fishermen and idlers stood
on the beach. They were looking out seaward with some “anxiety, for a
sudden wind had arisen, and there was what they called 'an ugly sea.'”
“I tell you it was madness to let 'em go alone on such a day,” said the
old sailor with the telescope.
“And I tell you that the old gentleman pulls as good an oar as any of
us,” retorted another man, in a blue jersey and a sou'wester.
“Old gentleman, indeed!” broke in the coast guardsman. “Better say
devil at once! Why, man alive! Your old gentleman is Luke Raeburn, the
atheist.”
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