In spite of himself Brian had smiled many times at this putting of an
Archbishop of Canterbury into the position of Luke Raeburn. But the
conclusion arrived at seemed to him to admit of only one answer, and
left him very grave.
“You may be right,” he said, very sadly. “But to stand still and watch
her suffer--”
He broke off, unable to finish his sentence.
Charles Osmond took it up.
“To stand still and watch her suffer will be the terribly hard work of
a brave man who takes a true, deep view. To rush in with offers of help
would be the work of an impetuous man who took a very superficial view.
If Erica were selfish, I would say go and appeal to her selfishness, and
marry her at once; for selfishness will never do any good in Guilford
Terrace. But she is one of the most devoted women I know. Your appeal
would be rejected. I believe she will feel herself in the right place
there, and, as long as that is the case, nothing will move her.”
“Father,” said Brian, rather desperately, “I would take your opinion
before any other opinion in the world. You know her well far better than
I do. Tell me honestly do you think she could ever love me?”
“You have given me a hard task,” said Charles Osmond. “But you have
asked for my honest opinion, and you must have it. As long as her father
lives I don't believe Erica will ever love a man well enough to marry
him. I remember, in my young days, a beautiful girl in our neighborhood,
the belle of the whole county; and years went by, and she had countless
offers, but she rejected them all. People used to remonstrate with her,
and ask her how it was. 'Oh,' she used to reply, 'that is very easily
explained.. I never see a man I think equal to my own brothers!' Now,
whatever faults Raeburn has, we may be sure Erica sees far less plainly
than we see, and nobody can deny that he is a grand fellow. When one
bears in mind all that he has had against him, his nobility of character
seems to me marvelous. He puts us to shame. And that is why he seems to
me the wholesome though powerful medicine for this nineteenth century of
ours, with its great professions and its un-Christlike lives.”
“What is the use of patience what is the use of love,” exclaimed Brian,
“if I am never to serve her?”
“Never! Who said so?” said his father smiling. “Why, you have been
serving her every blessed day since you first loved her. Is unspoken
love worth nothing? Are prayers useless? Is it of no service to let your
light shine? But I see how it is. As a doctor, you look upon pain as the
one great enemy to be fought with, to be bound down, to be conquered.
You want to shield Erica from pain, which she can't be shielded from, if
she is to go on growing.
“'Knowledge by suffering entereth!'
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