And Tom, who was made of sterling stuff, did from that day forward stand
by her through everything, and checked himself when harsh words about
religious matters rose to his lips, and tried his best to smooth what
could not fail to be a rough bit of walking.
The first meeting between Charles Osmond and Erica, after her return
from Codrington, did not come about till the morning after her
conversation with Tom. They had each called on the other, but had
somehow managed to miss. When at length Erica was shown into the study,
connected in her mind with so many warm discussions, she found it empty.
She sat down in the great arm chair by the window, wondering if she were
indeed the same Erica who had sat there years before, on the day when
her “prophet” had foretold her illness. What changes had come about
since then!
But her “Prophet” was unchanged, his brisk, “Well Erica!” was exactly
what it had been when she had come to him in the days of her atheism.
It had always been full of welcome and sympathy, and now the only
difference was that a great happiness shone in his eyes as he came
forward with his soft, steady tread and took her hand in both his.
They sat silent for awhile, then talked a little but reservedly, for
both felt that the subject which filled their thoughts was at once too
sacred and too personal to be altogether put into words. Then by and
by they began to discuss the practical consequences of the change,
and especially the great difficulty as to Erica's means of supporting
herself.
“Could you not try teaching?” said Charles Osmond.
“The market is already overstocked.”
“True, but I should think that your brains and certificates ought to
secure you work in spite of that.”
“I should like it in many ways,” said Erica, “but, you see, except at
the night school it is out of the question, and I could not live upon
my grant even if every one of my class passed the examination. For any
other sort of teaching who do you imagine would have the courage to
employ any one bearing the name of Raeburn? Why, I can't give an order
in a shop without being looked all over by the person who takes the
address. No, governessing would be all very well if one might assume a
nom de guerre, but that would not do, you see.”
“You couldn't find work of that sort among your own set, I suppose?”
“Not now,” said Erica. “You see, naturally enough, I am very much out of
favor with them all.”
“Falling between two stools,” said Charles Osmond, half to himself. “But
don't lose heart, Erica: 'A stone that is fit for the wall will not be
left in the way;' there is work for you somewhere. By the way, I might
see old Crutchley he knows all the literary folk, and might get you an
introduction to some one, at any rate.”
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