Mrs. Fane-Smith saw in her a sort of miniature and feminine edition of
the Luke Raeburn whom she remembered eight-and-twenty years before in
their Scottish home. When Rose had gone into the back drawing room to
fetch her crewels, she drew Erica toward her, and kissing her again,
said in a low, almost frightened voice:
“You are very like what your father was.”
But just at that moment Mr. Fane-Smith asked some sudden question, and
his wife, starting and coloring, as though she had been detected in
wrong-doing, hurriedly and nervously devoted herself to what seemed
to Erica a distractingly round-about answer. By the time it was fairly
ended, dinner was announced, and the strangeness of the atmosphere of
this new home struck more and more upon Erica and chilled her a little.
The massive grandeur of the old oak furniture, the huge oil paintings,
which she wanted really to study, the great silver candelabra, even the
two footmen and the solemn old butler seemed to oppress her. The luxury
was almost burdensome. It was a treat indeed to see and use beautiful
glass and china, and pleasant to have beautiful fruit and flowers to
look at, but Erica was a bohemian and hated stiff ceremony Her heart
failed her when she thought of sitting down night after night to such an
interminable meal. Worse still, she had taken a dislike to her host. Her
likes and dislikes were always characterized by Highland intensity, and
something in her aunt's husband seemed to rub her the wrong way. Mr.
Fane-Smith was a retired Indian judge, a man much respected in the
religious world, and in his way a really good man; but undoubtedly his
sympathies were narrow and his creed hard. Closely intwined with much
true and active Christianity, he had allowed to spring up a choking
overgrowth of hard criticism, of intolerance, of domineering dogmatism.
He was one of those men who go about the world, trying, not to find
points of union with all men, but ferreting out the most trifling points
of divergence. He did this with the best intentions, no doubt, but as
Erica's whole view of life, and of Christian life in particular, was the
direct opposite of his, their natures inevitably jarred.
She knew that it was foolish to expect every Christian household to be
equal to the Osmonds', but nevertheless a bitter sense of disappointment
stole over her that evening. Where was the sense of restful unity which
she had looked forward to? The new atmosphere felt strange, the new
order of life this luxurious easy life was hard to comprehend.
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