Erica was delighted with the glow worms, and delighted with the dewy
fragrance of the garden, and delighted with the soft, balmy stillness
of the night. She was one of those who revel in Nature, and all that
she said was evidently the overflow of a rapturous happiness, curiously
contrasting with the ordinary set remarks of admiration, or falsely
sentimental outbursts too much in vogue. But Leslie Cunningham found
that the child-likeness was not only in manner, but that Erica had no
idea of flirting; she was bright, and merry, and talkative, but she had
no thought, no desire of attracting his attention. She had actually
and literally come out into the garden to see the glow worms, not to
monopolize the much-run-after young M.P, and as soon as she had seen
them she said she felt cold, and suggested going back again.
He was disappointed, but the words were so perfectly sincere, so free
from suspicion of mere conventionality, that there was nothing for it
but to return. Half amused, half piqued, but wholly in love, he speedily
forgot himself in real anxiety.
“I hope you haven't taken cold,” he said, with great solicitude.
“Oh, no,” said Erica; “but I want to be careful for the night-school
work will be beginning soon, and I must go home fresh for that.”
Something in her words broke the spell of perfect happiness which had
hitherto held him. Was it the mention of her every-day life, with its
surroundings unknown to him? Or was it some faint perception that in
the world of duty to which she referred their paths could not rightly
converge? A cold chill crept over him.
“You were quite right,” he said with an involuntary shiver. “It is
decidedly cold out here; the mist rises from the river, I expect,
or else your reference to the working-day world has recalled me from
fairy-land. You should not speak of work in such a place as this it is
incongruous.”
She smiled.
“Ernst ist das leben,” she replied quietly. “One can't forget that even
at such a time as this, and in such a place.”
“How is it that some never forget that for a moment, while others never
remember it at all?” he said musingly.
“Some of us have no excuse for ever forgetting,” she answered “hardly a
chance either.”
And though the words were vague, they shadowed out to him much of her
life a life never free from sorrow, burdened with constant care and
anxiety, and ever confronted by some of the most perplexing world
problems. A longing to shield, and protect, and comfort her rose in his
heart, yet all the time he instinctively knew that hers was the stronger
nature.
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