“Yes,” said Erica, “all my life. How I should like to confront Mr.
Cuthbert with a man like Hazeldine, or with dozens of others whom I
could name!”
“Why?” asked Donovan.
“Because no one could really know such men without learning where
the present systems want mending. If Hazeldine could be shut into Mr.
Cuthbert's study for a few hours, and induced to tell the story of his
life, I believe he would have the effect of the ancient mariner on the
wedding guest. Only, the worst of it is, I'm afraid the very look of Mr.
Cuthbert would quite shut him up.”
“Tell me about him,” said Donovan.
“It is nothing at second hand,” said Erica. “He is a shoe maker, as
grand-looking a fellow as you ever saw, fond of reading, and very
thoughtful, and with more quiet common sense than almost any I ever met.
He had been brought up to believe in verbal inspiration that had been
thoroughly crammed down his throat; but no one had attempted to touch
upon the contradictions, the thousand and one difficulties which of
course he found directly he began to study the Bible. So he puzzled and
puzzled, and got more and more dissatisfied, and never in church heard
anything which explained his difficulties. At last one day in his
workshop a man lent him a number of the 'Idol Breaker,' and in it was a
paper by my father on the Atonement. It came to him like a great light
in his darkness; he says he shall never forget the sudden conviction
that the man who wrote that article understood every one of his
difficulties, and would be able to clear them right away. The next
Sunday he went to hear my father lecture. I believe it would make the
veriest flint cry to hear his account of it, to see the look of reverent
love that comes over his face when he says, 'And there I found Mr.
Raeburn ready to answer all my difficulties, not holding one at arm's
length and talking big and patronizing for all he was so clever, but
just like a mate.' That man would die for my father any day hundreds of
them would.”
“I can well believe it,” said Donovan. Then, after a pause, he added,
“To induce Christians to take a fair, unprejudiced look at true
secularism and to induce secularists to take a fair, unprejudiced view
of true Christ-following, seems to me to be the great need of today.”
“If one could!” said Erica, with a long-drawn sigh.
“If any one can, you can,” he replied.
She looked up at him quickly, awed by the earnestness of his tone. Was
she a young girl, conscious of so many faults and failings, conscious of
being at the very threshold herself to dare even to attempt such a task?
Yet was it a question of daring to attempt? Was it not rather the bit
of work mapped out for her, to undertake, perhaps to fail in, but still
bravely to attempt? He heart throbbed with eager yearning, as the vision
rose before her. What was mere personal pain? What was injustice? What
was misunderstanding? Why, in such a cause she could endure anything.
“I would die to help on that!” she said in a low voice.
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